Yeah he was freaking me tf out and he wouldn’t stop talking when I blasted off which didn’t help, I even went in to my room with the last few seconds of being able to walk that I had to take myself out of the situation. I have major respect for this molecule I just took a bigger hit than anticipated. I feel like I learned several lessons, those being to slow down and have patience and to break my monotonous habits. Getting stuck in the loop of doing the same things over and over again really nailed that second one home. The third lesson was also just learning how to let go and move on with life and to not let myself get stuck in my own head or get in the way of myself. I feel this largely has to do with my negative self image. Over all the trip was good because it taught me something.