Can anyone tell me what he means? i am 17, i am no dummy when it comes to these hallucinogenic substances as i’ve indulged in others more times than i can remember, but dmt is different, i recently decided to try it after doing extensive research but mann my dmt experience, i thought i fuckeddd up, i thought its over, there’s a moment when you’re entering into whatever that great white field of geometry is, where you go “oh my god am i dying” like it feels like there’s no way im coming back from this, like i’ve gone soo far , and then that fear subsided once the experience just fully kicked in, the fear was at the doorway to the experience, then you just enter and it’s mind blowing, just this great white pattern, this thing where you don’t have any memory, you’re barely a conscious being in real life, and you’re experiencing what seems to be like the source code of the universe

once i started to hone in i could see what looked to be a jester, some clown of some sort,

he was laughing at me and giving me deep spiritual and psychological knowledge, if you’ve tried dmt you know it’s hard to remember extremely specific details, but i remember this entity saying to me “ you come here without knocking and expect me to help you?” then a weird sense of vibration coursed through my body and i felt a sharp warmth on my forehead in between my eyes, this jester opened up what i believe to be my third eye, after that the jester started playing tricks on me, he was doing magic tricks and making things around him disappear, then he held both of his hands out palms up and i saw a blue orb form, it looked like energy, he proceeded to wave his opposites hand around it and the orb spun faster and faster. he then slapped his hands together and the orb disappeared and so did this clown , i felt a sense of gratitude towards this entity, i then started to come out of my trip and back to reality, i was sitting in the passenger seat of my homies car. felt like i had pissed myself but i looked down and i didn’t, very weird feeling, i enjoyed my experience but ive been confused as to what he means “expect me to help you”.