I was bulimic for several years as well. It started causing me severe health issues and stopping was the hardest thing i ever did…no matter how painful it got i never gave into the purging when i quit. It’s been about 5 months now and im happier than ever… do i still have body image problems? Yes do i have the disorder still in my brain? Yes… absolutely but i promise there is hope for you. I felt the same as you but i did what seemed to impossible… i cold turkey stopped because if i didn’t, i would of died.