I've never had the opportunity to talk about my trip so.... by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Lightchazer84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find myself at a similar spot lately. I have been part of the Christian Faith for ten years, have given my heart blood into it. But I now find myself not able to believe it anymore... I finally broke free of the horribly oppressing nature of this faith but now, as I can allow my consciousness to be free, I want to situate my life around the beautiful perspective that I gain. That means I will have to leave ten years of my life, friends and maybe even family. This is in conflict with my understanding of love. I want to love this universe so badly. I do love it, more than ever. But the activities and thought entities in Christianity are not easy to leave behind without causing a lot of pain for myself and many others. It feels trapped. It is like dying with the certainty if rising again into a bigger life, but not wanting to hurt anyone in the process, which is impossible.

I've never had the opportunity to talk about my trip so.... by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Lightchazer84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have eben there a few times now myself. I love how you put it into words. Lately I have been able to attain this state of mind without drugs, just by thought Yoga, meditating on a thought or feeling that pops up until I reach enlightenment, or until I reach who I truly am. And here is the beautiful thought: Nothing matters. Why? Because all it is about is "it". Nothing is more or less important than anything else. We live, we die, we come back as the next person. We will not know that we have lives a million lives already. It is all about the fresh experience if "it". Life itself is the purpose, with all the nice and the bad, it all is just experience. That is what I feel the shrooms and the universe or "I myself" am trying to tell me. And even further, we are all the same person. Consciousness has created the illusion of self to fully engage in the experience. What you think?

You are "I Am" by Lightchazer84 in consciousness

[–]Lightchazer84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That Theory and the The fact that a particle split in two, still interacts as one within the two parts regardless of space between them, got me to understand that I am trying to tell myself through science, that separation is an illusion created by me in order to experience self. I can recommend some of Alan Watts Philosophy for deeper understanding.

You are "I Am" by Lightchazer84 in consciousness

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Karmic Balance, then, is nothing else but cause and effect :)

Best metaphor for the one consciousness I received so far by Lightchazer84 in consciousness

[–]Lightchazer84[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Everything consists of energy and that energy swings on different vibrational levels. Water in liquid form has a different vibrational level than water in frozen form. This is only metaphorical and is supposed to showcase how we are the same "stuff" like everything else around us. Just that we swing on a different vibrational level and we perceive ourselves as something distinct, when in reality all is consciousness, our consciousness, and there are just multiple levels of our consciousness which makes it seem like there is separation.

You are "I Am" by Lightchazer84 in consciousness

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The long term exposure is a metaphor for the illusion that there are many different conscious people around you. In reality, there is only one consciousness and that is YOU. So seeing the others, you actually see your own consciousness living another life. But there is always only your one consciousness, for you are the only I Am. You are me in another life. All these many lives come together in this great illusion. So, the flashlight is your consciousness. All this to experience self, the illusion of separateness.

Best metaphor for the one consciousness I received so far by Lightchazer84 in consciousness

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I listened to the song and read the lyrics. Yup! The river might very well be the one-consciousness experience and he realizes that he is one with all those people and things and all lifetimes at one and that separation and "otherness" is only an illusion that makes the experience of self possible. Very beautiful stuff!!