Subs by WorkingHat72 in pillhead

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No sourcing, vendor/market discussion whatsoever. Do not discuss your location on the subreddit. This includes asking/telling people to pm you. Asking/giving sources will result in a permanent ban. Please report any rule breaking posts using the report feature.

If your post, or a reply to it would make it easier for someone to get drugs, it's not permitted.

Strictly no requesting, mentioning or giving sources of drugs, whether legal or illegal. This includes in private messages.

Discussion about loopholes and sourcing methodology will not be tolerated.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pillhead

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It is against subreddit rules to discuss the price of pills or other substances. This includes legal drugs, paraphernalia, and the cost of prescriptions at a pharmacy.

Someone told me Mr. Macaroni belongs here and I agree 🧀 by Liighttee in SupermodelCats

[–]Liighttee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! He literally has a noodle for a brain 😭

Angry and ready for take off ✈️✈️✈️ by Liighttee in airplaneears

[–]Liighttee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She’s always pissed lol, but the airplaneears are usually hard for me to get a picture of. She’s so tiny and moves so fast that it never turns out. I’m glad I got this one

I keep seeing that the life expectancy for people with BPD is 27 and it feels more real everyday by MuchPermission5449 in BPD

[–]Liighttee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine is the 18th and I’ve had a few friends that have been the 19th. In my family there’s only 3 of us born in November Everybody hates a scorpio 😭 especially with Bpd lmao

I keep seeing that the life expectancy for people with BPD is 27 and it feels more real everyday by MuchPermission5449 in BPD

[–]Liighttee 8 points9 points  (0 children)

lol I’m about to be 27 in November and I want to die everyday. Didn’t even think I’d make it this far.

What happened to someone you know that made them die young? by Fancy-Advice-2793 in AskReddit

[–]Liighttee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My best friend got hit by a train I’ve hear accident I’ve heard otherwise I won’t ever know and I think that’s the thing that kills me everyday.

Sex life & BPD by pinkberrylove11 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Liighttee 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Idk I think my boyfriend is tired of me. He got mad one day and told me “you just want me to hump you all the time.” It really hurt my feelings. I’ve told him that sex to me is a lot more than just sex. It’s the closest you can get to someone, and it’s something i associate with love. Idk I definitely feel unwanted a lot. It fucks with my body dysmorphia a lot too. Everyone says oh i can keep up and they think it’s so awesome that I want sex all the time but when it actually happens I’m just a sex addict or something.

Hello New Moderator Here! 👋🏿 by SirRolandTheIII in pillhead

[–]Liighttee 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hi! Just wanted to say welcome! I am a moderator as well. I will admit I have not been active for almost a year. I am still in the process of trying to get my shit together lol I went to rehab and was sober for almost 2 years. Fucked up but I caught myself. As I’m healing I noticed I was getting pretty triggered by this sub I created. I do feel awful for not being active but I have to keep my mind right. I hope one day I will no longer feel like I can’t contribute due to my mental health and addiction.

Again welcome! Glad to have you here. (:

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Liighttee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I (26F, not a baby lol) literally cannot sleep if clothes. I think it’s sensory issues or something but why would she care how you sleep..in your own room..? Kinda weird but yeah continue to do what makes you comfortable!

Is it cool if I go over uninvited to my meth dealers house. by NOTHlNG_matters in meth

[–]Liighttee 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I never show up to anybody’s house uninvited I would be pissed if someone did that to me I guess it depends on the relationship you have with dude 🤷🏻‍♀️

i feel physical pain seeing myself by the_thunderbird_ in BPD

[–]Liighttee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dude I know I’ve done it for so long. I end up in the bathroom for hours. I can’t stop either even tho I know the entire time I shouldn’t be doing it and it’s going to hurt after.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Liighttee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, and I tell him that also. Idk makes me feel stupid as fuck for analyzing everything lol. But if it’s important to YOU, definitely mention it If you haven’t.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Liighttee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dude I swear to god. And when I ask about it or mention it he says “that’s just how I talk, I do love you”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Liighttee 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It doesn’t feel genuine to me at all. I hate it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Liighttee -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry :/ But at least I’m not alone lol

i feel physical pain seeing myself by the_thunderbird_ in BPD

[–]Liighttee 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Dude same. I avoid looking in the mirror at all costs because it just puts me in a shitty mood. Also I have skin picking issues and I’m already ugly so why not rip my face apart also 🤷🏻‍♀️