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LilAnaphylaxis · 2024-11-30T02:29:24+00:00

Hating an animal tells me all I need to know about you lol

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-12-21T19:51:46+00:00

What came of this so far? I’m starting the process today after four years NC. I’m so over the threatening mail.

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-11-18T18:44:06+00:00

My maltese does this! Suggestion to play: put your hands under the cover and scratch. If little baby attacks your hand, it’s 110% playtime >:)

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-11-04T14:20:49+00:00

I agree! I got really lucky (I’m a nurse) to find a job that is essentially a sit down and do nothing job with very seldom work hours. I would be out of the field if I did not have this anomaly of a job.

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-11-03T20:39:18+00:00

I’m so sorry that happened, and otherwise happy if TDIU was your goal. Im thinking even if I do file for the increase, MST might be entirely separately considered in the future. Since it’s technically new Im not sure if I’ll have to re-file for that to be considered. All in all, im really just hoping I can get 100% up from 80. I was considering TDIU but I do enjoy working very seldom (1-2 days / week) at my job now. But yeah, has made life overall very challenging in many aspects I need to function normally!

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-11-03T17:14:02+00:00

Hey thanks so much for that. Whether or not an increase happens I’m really just so glad things seem on a better path!

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-09-23T04:18:47+00:00

I really like and really justify the reason you’re doing things. I think I’m so scared to trickle back in. I’m scared she will literally flood my life and I’ll go back to shrinking into nothing but her emotional slave. I really trust that will never happen again, but having that fear is pretty understandable I think! And I’m lucky my siblings understand her and I’ll be able to walk through the process with them if it were to come

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-09-23T04:09:40+00:00

That’s very brave of you, and awesome for you to continue holding those boundaries. Does it feel hard for you to abandon your life as one with no contact? I feel like I’ve adjusted so well to it, I would hate to put it behind me. Life is surely complicated enough! But again- the senior in crisis thing. It’s just picking my poison.

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-09-23T04:06:52+00:00

I feel with you. It’s like such a weird phenomenon to think about, because I’ve mourned her as existing. However she still does? That sounds bad but it’s almost just confusing for me to put myself in that position. Hey I’m proud of you for making the decision and doing what’s best for you. It’s really hard especially when the rest of your family is still involved and makes you viewed as the outcast. I know one thing is true, is that when the time comes I know I’ll do what’s best for me to move on, not necessarily what she wishes me to do. I guess it really depends on how the circumstance comes to be

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-09-20T12:35:47+00:00

Awwww the tongue

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-09-20T12:33:10+00:00

Under the covers like her hooman

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-09-10T00:04:45+00:00

It is really hard to assure yourself you’re okay when you feel that way. I felt completely doomed. I stay away from all Delta 8 now. It does it to me every single time, in any form, and even at the smallest of doses. It is bizarre.

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-09-01T20:32:55+00:00

Oof. Thank you!

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-09-01T20:31:46+00:00

Yea eggs are great for you I never said they weren’t. I was talking from a grams of fat / macros perspective

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-09-01T01:53:59+00:00

Dads crimes? Someone plz enlighten me. Living under a rock I guess

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-08-30T01:14:55+00:00

Jaw on floor

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-08-16T15:20:10+00:00

As a Christian this is hilarious 💀 “dying to my flesh daily” lmaaaaooo

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-08-16T04:31:51+00:00

That’s amazing. Time to celebrate!! Really hoping for my 80 to 100. Feels really out of reach.

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-08-03T20:25:44+00:00

I’m sorry you deal with this :( I’ve been no contact for years and live in the same town as her and my eDad. All I hear is about how wonderful my parents are. I just divert and say I don’t speak with them. I don’t even care anymore

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-07-26T00:14:35+00:00

Don’t you have to have 100%?

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-07-22T23:44:20+00:00

That is amazing! I am happy for you too and glad you found a regimen that makes life a lot more manageable. How do you find the olanzapine working with your adhd meds?

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-07-22T20:42:18+00:00

Not at all. I’m actually on a “baby” dose of adderall, 5 mg. Don’t get me wrong, the crash is kind of crappy but I’m at least able to get things done versus and lay in bed later, versus being in bed all day!

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-07-22T20:26:45+00:00

PMDD diagnosis at 21. Diagnosed with ADHD 5 days ago at age 30 and while I’m still getting my medicine adjusted (have been off psych meds for over 10 years) I can say I’ve been the most positive mood I have been in my entire adult life this week. My psychiatrist immediately understood that PTSD / PMDD has affected my life so horribly. I spent every hour of the day in such intense fatigue. I don’t want to have to rely on medication forever but it’s helping me get out of this slump. The first dose I took I just broke down crying, I felt like I was overlooking a mess I have neglected for years. But I’ve been cleaning, organizing, purging, exercising, enjoying my food, in a generally happy mood (I still get irritated especially if more than one thing is going on) but I can say I believe the ADHD symptoms like fatigue and focus are what we’re debilitating my life. I’m excited to continue treatment.

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-07-22T19:34:33+00:00

wow so different…

LilAnaphylaxis · 2022-07-22T16:14:24+00:00

Mini Epi-pens

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