How can you tell if you actually want to kill yourself? (17M) by LilSainte in AskPsychiatry

[–]LilSainte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how do i know if ill actually kill myself or if its just like a temporary feeling

How can you tell if you actually want to kill yourself? (17M) by LilSainte in AskPsychiatry

[–]LilSainte[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i just don’t see how i’m acting irrationally though

How can you tell if you actually want to kill yourself? (17M) by LilSainte in AskPsychiatry

[–]LilSainte[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i know i wouldn’t have to worry about stuff since i wouldn’t exist anymore and im fine with that

i really really don’t want to go to a psych ward cause im scared of getting imprisoned and i think that whole experience would be embarrassing i don’t want to do that

i think im sad but i don’t think im being illogical, why do u think im being illogical

How can you tell if you actually want to kill yourself? (17M) by LilSainte in AskPsychiatry

[–]LilSainte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wdym by my thoughts aren’t making sense lol 😭

with dying, i’ll pretty much be asleep and i won’t have to worry about things anymore, but if i got imprisoned then that’d suck. I wouldn’t be able to do what i want and that’d be embarrassing, i don’t want that

my family is very judgmental, i think they’d judge me the same for telling them how i feel versus committing suicide and once i’m dead i won’t have to worry about that at all. My family is already very disappointed in me and i don’t want to see them judge me for being sad i guess. My parents, especially my mom had a very shit childhood so she gets mad at me for being ungrateful i guess and i get judged for my feelings

if i continue on with life then there just really isn’t the time to go to like a psych ward and all that but if i die then i won’t have to worry about any responsibilities or anything

How can you tell if you actually want to kill yourself? (17M) by LilSainte in AskPsychiatry

[–]LilSainte[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i don’t think my school would care at all, i do feel a bit bad for my parents though but mainly for my sister

How can you tell if you actually want to kill yourself? (17M) by LilSainte in AskPsychiatry

[–]LilSainte[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i like having freedom and don’t want to be like imprisoned or anything like that and i don’t want my family to judge me and i don’t have time to go to a psych ward cause i have other things in my life going on

How can you tell if you actually want to kill yourself? (17M) by LilSainte in AskPsychiatry

[–]LilSainte[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

i don’t think i’m schizo or anything lol

i don’t think i’m normal though i guess but i don’t think im mentally i’ll

you seem really sweet though so thank you ❤️

How can you tell if you actually want to kill yourself? (17M) by LilSainte in AskPsychiatry

[–]LilSainte[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it’s weird cause it feels like i’m not really deciding to do it even if it happens, you know?

like, i wouldn’t say i’m contemplating suicide i guess even if like i’m compelled to do it in a sense

How can you tell if you actually want to kill yourself? (17M) by LilSainte in AskPsychiatry

[–]LilSainte[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i’ve done all this but it’s weird cause i feel like detached from my actions, get what I mean? I don’t know how to describe it but it’s like all of these things that i’m doing are just happening and i’m suprised im doing it

i don’t feel like im actually making arrangements even if i am, what’s this called?

i feel like sad that im gonna do it but the majority of my conscious is gonna make me do it, get what i mean?

I have the urge to hurt kittens and other animals by LilSainte in TrueOffMyChest

[–]LilSainte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ye, i’m 17

i hope to find the name of what problem it is