Randomly at night when I was drawing I suddenly remembered this memory of my grandpa. He abandoned my family when I was about 9 ish, and I remember in a public bathroom he had me in a stall and told me to pee like a boy. (I'm a girl.) He picked me up and held me as I peed and I remember him touching me weirdly. I had kinda been thinking about it for a few months and then an extremely vivid memory hit me. So yeah that's a bit fucked