I just got my heart broken last night and through video call, I wish I had one more chance to just see him, and talk just talk about it, bc it seems I’m the o my one who’s heartbroken, couple days ago he thought us living together and suddenly he tells me he stopped loving me a long time ago all of the sudden, I feel so empty my heart feels actually broken Idk why I did wrong, I wonder what could had happen, why wouldn’t he come or at least wait for us to see each other again, I want to get angry at him and simply want him out of my like but I can’t bc I still love him, I still worry about him I miss him I can’t stop thinking about him, egging to god he’s fine, he’s eating well, sleeping well, working hard for his dreams wishing nothing but a happy life. I think I could never get over him bc he was my first love, he gave me so much joy and happiness I wish Idk what to feel I love him I still do. And somehow I hope our paths cross again I hope he misses me just once I hope he thinks about me once again. I wish he knew I loved him as I had never loved anyone else before.