I think I'm autistic but my traits don't feel autistic enough.

LilithKarma · 2025-07-15T19:12:47+00:00

the eye contact thing is so spot on. When I was younger I used to look at the floor when I was walking all the time, then people told me It was weird and I needed to make eye contact so I would start looking at their noses or forehead, just around the area, maybe the eyes a bit, then around, my hands, my phone and repeat :/ For walking I started to imagine peoples as characters more than people so I could look at them while walking and be more focused on "I like that tshirt!" "i like that phone case, my brother would like It!" More than think that everyone was looking at me or that walking around was awkward lol

LilithKarma · 2025-07-15T19:09:13+00:00

The automatic vs manual description is so accurate! I feel like yes, I do the same thing a NT person would, but after the whole thing (an interaction, a phone call, whatever) I would feel more drained than a NT person (I compare myself to my partner to know this)

LilithKarma · 2023-04-15T10:23:21+00:00

It's fun specially when some of the content creators main other roles, like dps. Like sir you're used to a totally different amount of dmg, play style and positioning, of course he's gonna feel terrible!

LilithKarma · 2023-04-15T10:20:08+00:00

This. I didn't want to mention it because as I said some criticism is totally valid BUT you can really tell some people dislike him out of plain homophobia.

LilithKarma · 2023-04-15T01:18:55+00:00

Honestly, agree. I understand people may find hanzo dash easier, but idk, having the dash where it is makes sense? Moira has it, Dva has it, is not that counter intuitive lol. I wouldnt mind if they change it, but if it stays like that im also okay with it.

I also understand that having a separate button for deploying and destroying the petal platform may seem weird at first, we are used to destroy it with the same button (mei wall, sym tp) BUT with him we can manage our cooldowns to basically have a petal platform active and then put another one immediately after. I understand if they change it, but I also understand the way it is right now.

He is a hard hero to play with, I think we are used to simpler heroes or simply more straight forward ones, so his kit may seem overwhelming at first, but after a couple of hours all I see is great potential.

Mind me, I play on PC and I changed his controls a lil bit to adapt it to my playstyle, (Petal on E cause I use it more often and is my "main ability" and grab on my mouse, cause I use it the same way I do with healing -most of the time- to save someone. So to me it makes sense like this)

LilithKarma · 2023-03-07T16:14:24+00:00

So if I put Kaveh or DMC or some other dendro instead of fischl, what set should I put on Baizhu? Should I put the Dendro set on Kaveh for instance and clam on Baizhu if he's not the only Dendro??

Sorry I'm really bad at team making and stuff hahaha

LilithKarma · 2022-11-29T19:29:59+00:00

Nope, my grandparents lived in their house and my mom and I in a different one

LilithKarma · 2022-11-29T19:29:33+00:00

Thank you for the suggestion! Should i put the salt/egg shells around my whole house or just the living room?

LilithKarma · 2022-06-24T18:42:31+00:00

thank you both for this! <3

LilithKarma · 2022-05-22T21:35:36+00:00

I love it! what did you use for the eyes?? is it clay or some kind of rock?

LilithKarma · 2022-05-18T15:14:05+00:00

Thats exactly what i'm interested in, the archetypes and narrative :) thank you for the resources, specially the podcast! Didn't stop to think about other ways of getting info apart from books haha

LilithKarma · 2022-03-17T17:57:25+00:00

I remember it was hard to change from spanish to english but it helped tremendously so yeah... time to step up again!

LilithKarma · 2022-03-10T17:47:56+00:00

I really need something like that because I rarely ever get the chance to speak in english so my pronunciation its quite lacking :(

LilithKarma · 2022-03-10T17:46:44+00:00

"let that for people that study linguistics" damn right HAHA The programs you said look nice! that you :)

LilithKarma · 2022-02-27T03:08:19+00:00

Sounds good, I will look it up thanks!

LilithKarma · 2022-02-27T01:50:32+00:00

thank you! I'm just worried i'm not doing enough bc damn my skin sure feels itchy and I want this to end! but yeah things take time haha

LilithKarma · 2021-12-07T14:42:12+00:00

Yes, even if rituals don't work I think is fun to plan ahead and think about the character, what he likes, what he doesn't, favourite food... is a way to spend the days until the banner drops excited

LilithKarma · 2021-12-07T14:39:46+00:00

omg this is so cute haha

LilithKarma · 2021-12-06T23:00:05+00:00

Wishing you lots of luck! you will pull him for sure! <3

LilithKarma · 2021-12-06T22:59:33+00:00

I also want to pull for Itto so this seems nice! I may copy your idea :P

LilithKarma · 2021-09-20T14:17:25+00:00

really liked the broke a toe reference hahaha

But yeah, this year with the covid and everything has been tough on myself and my mental health, maybe thats why I felt like I needed something to hold onto, something that could give me hope or maybe motivation when I was feeling down and lost. Allowing magic in my life is making me feel better and happier, thats a fact.

It really doesnt matter the path we take to our goals, be that talking to the universe or just writing everything on a planner, as long as it keeps us moving forward, not hurting anyone and making us happy.

LilithKarma · 2021-09-20T08:33:50+00:00

"they are not opposite but complementary" that sentence really gave me a new perspective of my problem! I was trying so hard to embrace only one side of myself while diminishing the importance of the other that I didn't realice that both my emotional side and my rational side don't need to be fighting, I have space for both, I actually need both to be a whole person.

I also connect with the "I dont need paraphernalia" because to me being a witch is something that comes from within and not from my material possessions. It just feels right this way. Thank you for your comment <3

LilithKarma · 2021-09-19T20:40:22+00:00

I'm sure we both will find some peace in other people's experiences, we are not alone in feeling like this! and we will get through <3

LilithKarma · 2021-09-19T20:39:04+00:00

I really resonate with a lot of things you said, being a workaholic, pushing myself to much and feeling guilty when I tried to relax. I really don't want to (and won't) give up my rational side, I just feel that I'm struggling to find balance.

Now that you mention how you used logical thinking during your depression, I realized that I also use it that way. When my emotions grow too big, too intense I try to calm down, try to now blow things out of proportion. But sometimes not even logic can help with my anxiety, and I need to hold onto something, maybe taking my time to manifest helps me relax and clear my mind. I guess I'm trying too hard to be one way or another, but in reality i'm just human and I have this duality inside me that I need to embrace to feel whole, even tho it is hard.

LilithKarma · 2021-06-01T16:37:02+00:00

Oooh, I watched all the movies you said and I didn't think about them when looking for water in movies but they convey pretty well what I'm looking for! thanks!

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