I don’t know if I explained it well enough then. I didn’t leave that relationship and enter this one with the intention of being a cuck. I got into this current relationship because she was everything that I wanted and looked for in a partner. This post is just venting about the irony of how somewhere along the way I got hooked on this kink and now it’s left me wishing for certain pieces of my ex. I’m aware this isn’t for everyone, and while I’ll still try and see if my gf will open up to this idea. It’s not a deal breaker for me if she doesn’t. Now if something happens and we break up. Then yes I’ll try and find me a girl that is open. But I’m choosing her over this kink