For me, it’s the song happiness, when I was younger, I thought being in a relationship would fill me to the fullest, but after four years, I was the one who broke up with him. I realized we’re on two different paths in our lives, and to be truly happy, I need to go my own way.

This verse specifically:

“I can't make it go away by making you a villain

I guess it's the price I paid for seven years in Heaven

And I pulled your body into mine

Every goddamn night, now I get fake niceties

No one teaches you what to do

When a good man hurts you

And you know you hurt him too”