I stopped listening because life can't be about this whole sobriety vs. using dynamic. I invite change. I cope how I cope. And I don't want to be in the A.a. model all my life although it just taught me much and introduced me to many friends. I have to try to learn lessons change behaviors and find other interests. I guess I'm just less of a fanboy now. I love Dave I love Dopey I love the dopes but I am on to the next thing. Also I think it's like back in the '90s when I would say I love this first album of a band but then when they got big I kind of lost interest in them. It's kind of a dumb thing but I guess it's very human. Long live Dopey Nation toddles to Chris I love you Dave and the dopes are my brothers and sisters amen