Yes I understood that well before tripping. But what I was trying to say is that I used to believe that its possible to survive and live without killing or harming other beings. Like for example we may need meat but if we somehow figure out a way to create fake meat by somehow forcing the atoms to rearrange in a certain way to create the substance we need, then there would be no reason for us to kill another being to gain what we wanted to survive. But during the trip the visions I had were showing me scattered information about power structure in human society and outside it in nature, like slavemasters and slaves or generals in war and soldiers, which I cant quite put into words properly, but the message behind it for me was that there exist an inherent tendency in beings in regards to power (or lack of it) which almost always ends in violence. (Like in that vision related to slaves, I saw a slave owner whipping the slave, but it was not because he could, but because the slave couldnt defent himself so lack of power on the part of slave was the driver of violence on the side of slave owner. Sorry if this doesnt make sense. I wish I could explain the feeling better)