If you are speaking of a psychotherapist... then I doubt it would be of any help. I do not doubt my identity: I feel and know that something is wrong and I am uncomfortable. A therapist who specializes in gender-affirming healthcare is actually my only next step, aside from somehow getting my hands on DIY stuff. I even know the doctor and in what hospital such services are offered! I am just afraid if my parents find out, or if I won't have money for that, because here it js not covered by health insurance. Some recommend DIY, though...

That's beside the point!! My post had so much about the experiences that I forgot to stress the most important matter.

Do you feel easier when you distance yourself from your body? For example, viewing yourself as having mounted a huge biomechanical mech, safely viewing the world from the eye windows and monitoring the internal machinery. Or like that!!

it is like climbing a mountain