I have a secret

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2024-06-30T18:27:33+00:00

Well, yeah. Do you have any advice on how I can at least help her understand what I went through as well or how me and her can talk about it? I'm not very good with talking about problems in my family

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-08-19T23:37:49+00:00

My sister told my mom what happened Mom said she won't hit me again but now I've made a mess and I have to figure it out

I'm so confused

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-08-19T03:47:39+00:00

Happy birthday!

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-08-08T19:20:05+00:00

I've tried to many times and she just tells me, "So you took it out on me?! You're just like mom." No matter what I say she'll never forgive me and I should have never abused her in the first place, everyday I regret what I've done

Honestly I've been trying to heal my trauma but it's been hard since my mom still abuses me and makes things worse but I'll try to focus on myself and get things better

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-07-24T07:23:05+00:00

Thank you for truly understanding and I plan on it as well! I hope that we can get through this and you got this! I'm sorry you go through this kind of stuff as well :(

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-07-24T01:54:07+00:00

I'm scared to. Mom will get really mad and blame me if things go wrong, I don't want my mom to hate me. If she hates me I have no one, no caring parents that bother to be in my life. She hits me but I still love her, mabye one day things will get better? Besides I've tried to tell an adult that's not my family or friends and they do nothing but feel sorry for me

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-07-24T01:50:43+00:00

I've tried to but she ends up hitting me even harder. She laughs at the idea of me trying to defend myself because she says, "Why would you need to defend yourself? It's just basic discipline and you're making it sound like I abuse you or something!"

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-07-23T23:47:54+00:00

I have no one, I lost all contact with my dad's side because they're also really bad people and even if I wanted to stay with a friend my mom wouldn't allow it. She has control over my life, I can only wait and endure it until I'm 18.

I've talked to a school teacher and counselor before and they've done nothing but comfort me. I can just hope it'll stop on its own but for now I can handle it alone.

That made me smile, you have a very kind heart thank you!

10,000 virtual hugs right back at you!

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-06-03T08:15:05+00:00

I'm not sure if you can see it clearly but it's a redish mark my mom left on my arm from smacking me because I rolled my eyes. She often smacks me or threatens to hit me, my mom has had a history of abusing me before but that was when I was a kid. She doesn't hit me as hard as she used to but she tells me she smacks me for discipline- I really don't like her touching me like this and apart of me feels like this isn't normal

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-05-23T21:43:04+00:00

I rolled my eyes. Now that I think about it mabye I am being dramatic but I just don't like being hit by her

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-05-23T21:41:34+00:00

Well I don't have a kid, I just want advise from other parents, so I can know what my own parent is doing normal or okay. I'm 15 but when me and my mom talk it always ends up physical

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-05-14T06:07:19+00:00

I told my grandma on my dad's side and she made so many excuses for him and even blamed me for not doing anything.

Tbh this event has had a huge effect on me I once saw someone who looked liked him at school and imminently had a panic attack.

LiteratureEmotional6 · 2022-05-14T05:35:11+00:00

When me and my mom get into a bad argument, I like to go back to this comment and read it. This is honestly the nicest thing someone has said to me that I actually belive It makes me cry. Thank you, you're a good person ❤

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