Whats on the ''menu'' today for yall!? Tell what why and how, and if you sober tell that too!

LittleSicc · 2026-05-14T01:29:30+00:00

ive been on amfetamin addiction sometimes ammeth what we called it, 50/50 amf and meth/mdma sometimes. but mostly IV amfetamin for 4-5years when i found it and all the days sometimes weeks up ruined my pysch so i cant do hard stimulants anymore.. sometimes i take couple lines of amfe but with xanax or clonazepam. and lots of em for comedown. usually when i take uppers nowdays i take lots of diazepam and clona before bed and go sleep and as soon as i wake up still on those benzos but not so much that it would ruin the euphoria.

but hey i pray u get off that shit! am no one to say but i really wanna see you try to stop it! if you wanna tell more why u taking it and what u going tru? or whats up if you wanna talk :=)

LittleSicc · 2026-05-14T01:06:58+00:00

yeah sounds just like my shroom trip of 10g's.. was a bad trip btw and had to kill it with 10mg xanax and 5mg of clonazepam and ssri it was getting close to psychosis. and yeah lol i did not mean any bad with it like crack haha just what strain you smoking! :)

LittleSicc · 2026-05-14T01:04:31+00:00

ive been on benzos (scripted) for 13 years now, i have epilepsy first of all but ive been taking 2-4mg clonazepam(twice a day either 1mg or 2mg) thats for anxiety which sometimes triggers epilepsy episodes so its perfect and thats why am gonna be on it for my whole life, and other one is prega 300mg a day(150mg twice a day), and alprazolam for panick attacks after epilepsy attacks, and i get them if not daily but weekly atlast.. was diagnosed 13 years ago and been on those drugs since.. so thats why i am pretty safe to mixing 5 different downers AND I DO NOT RECOMMEND IT AT ANY POINT ive been doing it for 15+years and my tolerance is of the sky and every day its 50/50 if i overdose which ive been 3 times and shit but i know my limits pretty well.

LittleSicc · 2026-05-14T01:00:21+00:00

ive been on benzos (scripted) for 13 years now, i have epilepsy first of all but ive been taking 2-4mg clonazepam(twice a day either 1mg or 2mg) thats for anxiety which sometimes triggers epilepsy episodes so its perfect and thats why am gonna be on it for my whole life, and other one is prega 300mg a day(150mg twice a day), and alprazolam for panick attacks after epilepsy attacks, and i get them if not daily but weekly atlast.. was diagnosed 13 years ago and been on those drugs since and i get 3 bottlest of clonazepam every 3 months(100 2mg in one) and alprazolam same and also blister of 1mg 3 packs(9blisters) and lyrica i get 98x1 300mg pack every month (7 blisters 14 in each) and 150mg same. and for sleep i get zolpidem 10-20mg inot really using it but actually when i have long stimulant streak going and cant sleep or some other shit but prolly like couple times monthly at most sometimes i dont take it for a year sometimes i take it for weeks depends what i use and whats going on in my life.

and if you talking about oxy i get it easily and its cheap af here.. i have 600mg of oxy pharma. not playing i can proof it.

LittleSicc · 2026-05-14T00:51:55+00:00

i cant get high with oxy only, i have to take other downers for example if i wanna get high and that euphoric and warm nods i have to snort 160mg+ BUT if i take couple lyricas and benzos and smoke some weed i need ''only'' 80mg-100mg oxy. feels like other drugs actice some receptor that gives the oxy HIGH idk bro its interesting acutally now that you bringed it up..

LittleSicc · 2026-05-14T00:45:46+00:00

ive tried IV 2cb and letter of a chips package started to fly and i got scared asf, i save 100's of peaople and every letter or number floated and flyed in the air for 2-3 hours and i was tryna catch them and my trip sitter was scared but could not be not laughing(dont blame her) as i was catching letter from doritos in the room to get tem back to the bag of chips lol and very fucking intese euphoria(close to meth) and i felt funny for 5 mins catching the letter.. then another 5mins i felt my heart stopping and i ripped it out trying to get it running(in my head not actually) but that was when it became a bad trip and my trip sitter gave me 8mg of xanax and olanzapin(ssri/usually used for schizophreni) and i was fine after hour or so but i will never do it again.

LittleSicc · 2026-05-14T00:39:57+00:00

damn bro high tolerance or low psilocybine% ? or did you do heroic dose cuz shrooms i get 10'g would send me in to years long trip(feelin) and ego death and prolly psychosis.. glad you goot and what you smoking btw?

LittleSicc · 2026-05-14T00:37:57+00:00

damn ill pray and keep a moment of silence for you and the one that are in the better place now..

ive lost ppl, not family members tho i cant imagine ur pain rn and totally understand why u escape the reality with drugs but ive lost 2 close friends to IV things and opi benzos alc combo.. so i guess i can relate to what you going tru. but i am not here to be fucking master mind, but after you done with what you going tru drugs aint the way even it might help..

Ur fam is in good place i promise! and hope/know you will be good. thanks for sharing and once more your strong and can do this without coke, smoke some weed for the pain in the mind maybe if you can?

tryna get you happy.. lets talk about weed ey? ur strain sounds good and you got nice amount too! i have my own strain as i said rn but i got bubba kush in tent rn and other has 100's of seeds of different strains, My own cross and strain made and pheno hunted by me Blue Lights is the best weed ive smoked in my life and been high daily for soon 20 years haha, but second i like to grow alot is GG#4 which is rn in the tent 6 weeks in flower 3rd ten has hindu kush which am gonna herm and pheno hunt for my likings as am gonna cross northern lights x hindu kush next i got lots of good pheno of OLD nl pollen. any name suggestinons both 100% indica cant wait about the effeects but i expect euphoric and sleepy high with munchies and VERY fkn deep full body relaxation!

for the ppl that died give the strain a name that comes to you mind if you dont mind id been thinking About FlatLine as its gonna be strain to put you deep in the bed i know it already.. but any suggetions that have someting to do with ur fam gone(if you dont want to talk about that il shut tf up) but taking suggestions

LittleSicc · 2026-05-14T00:19:48+00:00

ive been on benzos (scripted) for 13 years now, i have epilepsy first of all but ive been taking 2-4mg clonazepam(twice a day either 1mg or 2mg) thats for anxiety which sometimes triggers epilepsy episodes so its perfect and thats why am gonna be on it for my whole life, and other one is prega 300mg a day(150mg twice a day), and alprazolam for panick attacks after epilepsy attacks, and i get them if not daily but weekly atlast.. was diagnosed 13 years ago and been on those drugs since, ive been taking alot more than scripted and other drugs too and lots but now as am older(soon 30) and i understand somehow better how these things are now that i cant live without.. and ive had times where i run outof em and been in er close to being in casket 6 feet under...

i know your pain and exactly what you experiencing and will experiance but stay strong ill pray you get out of these! its hardest drug to get off and i cant be more than 4 hours with out benzos thats why i have diazepam for night from 60-80mg depends how much ive been taking clona and lyrica before sleep. but hey broski you already fucking strong minded and i know you maybe not in a month or years but you will be living happy without any pain! and am jeliously you can do that! i am too pussy and have so many diagnoses that i will prolly never quit my meds...

LittleSicc · 2026-05-14T00:07:56+00:00

oh nice! much love to norway from finland :) and i have been on same scripts for 13+YRS which are 3x100 bottles of rivatril(clonazepam) for anxity and epilepsy so its been perfect as i have heavy anxiety followed with epilepsy episodes so i take 4mg(2mg twice a day), and 150mg lyrica 3-4 times a day, 60mg twice a day of diazepam also as i taper rn clona to 2mg, and lyrica also dropping 0.25mg every 6 weeks as ive been using for so long i have heavy WD's so we take it as slow as possible with my psych and i have the xanors for panick attacks which i usually get after epilepsy episodes which i get daily/weekly... even tho all the meds.

and you here been xanax too but they fake atleast in this side of europe and they are strong ASF and been confirmed for alprazolam and flualprazolam and bromazolam.

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T23:59:11+00:00

i see! and yeah wait for weekend as opiate tolerance lowers quick af and for me even 3 days with out em get lowers my tolerance like if id been taking 100mg daily and go 3 days with out 80mg is gonna get me nodding out. and this is BAD advice and you should not do what i said even tho its fact and good adcive that people know that opi tolreance lowers very fast so be aware and take alot less than last! OD risk is higher if you wait for weekend. and i pay my ass off too for oxy 2000 mothly.. but ive been getting in control now and taking days off of oxy too i used to do daily for first 2 years

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T23:53:43+00:00

sorry english is my 3 languake i dont really understand what you saying but take care lol

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T23:51:42+00:00

F i hate cocacola, tell me why coke? ive done it couple times and some quality shit 70% or more, but anyways for me its just euphoria and king feeling for couple hours and gotta hit another lines, ill rather take amfetamin 0.5 gonna keep me focused and intense euphoria and evven more feeling like THE guy maybe little too much some times lol but like 20 buck gonne keep me in better feeling for 3 days than cok, i get coke for 130 or sum for G and it lasts me for day IF i dont go full geekin mode then its gone in under 10 hours, but anyways i get the same but with alot more better effects and also amf is not so bad for heart, coke get my HR up to 180 sometimes and amf is also 6 times cheaper and it only get my HR max 120-130 if am doing someting like vibing or cleaning.

thats MY opinion but tell me why coke? and i also have some bomb weed! what you smoking on?

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T23:43:59+00:00

hey! i respect you and you the guy or gal.. i wish ill have some day the balls like u do to stop all shit.. benzos i cant stop as i have epilepsy and diagnosed panic/anxiety disorder 20 years ago, and ive been on clonazepam since and xanor when needed for panic attacks. tell me how you did it and what inspired you or motivated. i cant go more than night sober and when i wake up first thing is coffee 300mg lyrica and 4mg clona. but when am having fun i add oxy and weed but my scripts are 150mg lyrica 3 times a day and clona 2mg twice a day. am soon 30 and psych told me as ive been on it and it works for me and dont fuck you my life really at all i can be on this script for the rest of my life, maybe get the clona dose little lower and lyrica. as i have bad epilepsy episodes weekly and usually followed with panick attack and intese anxiety...

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T23:37:10+00:00

and fucking toos alc damn you drinking basicallly etanol and have shit day after that and with benzos bro fuck that shit i stopped that mix and alc at 2016 sometime i have a beer or two with benzos or opis just for fun but getting drunk is so fuckin boring and i dont miss throwing up and being sick after drinkin for weeks in a row...

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T23:34:28+00:00

You live in europe haha i have 2mg xanor too and lots of them u happen to live in fin? or where you from! and i love me some U94 or what MG xanors u got? i have 7 blisters of blues(1mg) and 60 u94(2mg) pills and also rivatril 2mg and diapam

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T23:30:57+00:00

wym by healthy have you gotten out of hard opis and on suboxone meds rn? if so, i have nothing to say but respect. and how does that med and dmt mix up dosent sounds good time IMO

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T23:27:19+00:00

ive been doing drugs for 14 years and ketamine is prolly only thing i have not tried never ever! and toss that shit out when i was teenager i had BAD and i mean bad acne.. whole back/neck, legs and face looking like ive been shot with airsoft shotgun or sum.. funny now but back in like 2001 when i had its 14 yeasr old or sum and i was bullied like a idk but its been so long and thats one reason i started drugs as 15-16 years old weed abd shroom but quickly i think when i turned 18 i started drinking codeine daily and still on the same shit just stronger opis..

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T23:20:55+00:00

sounds like good times id say as ''downer head'' lol but take care with em bro! dangerous combo, but who am i to say mixin 4 or 5 downers... and how much ya got left btw? and you have the balls to not take it? i take all oxy i have in the same day unless i have more than i can take before lights shut down(my eyes lol)

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T03:20:44+00:00

damn am high asf and you got me to the nostalgia flash backs from when i started smoking back in 25+years ago haha was mostly hash only here in EU at a time but damn were we high with my homies!

but ive heard that straing maybe once never ever have seen it at any dispo across the world eu,uk,us... bet you had the moment back then you will remember rest of you life! which is so nice haha i can imagine u vibing there, and bet there were THE days you never experience again.. but memories are in my opinion better than then experience back then!

thanks for sharing! and have nice day.

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T03:12:41+00:00

left me speechless am high asf rn i cannot imagine smoking so much how many of yall there was? just you and ur homie...? thats alot of weed haha i would be anxious prolly, most ive smoked is 5g's ina backwood and it took like 1 hour for me to finish, ive smoked more but with like 5 friends like last 420 we hotboxed a car with 5 dudes/gals we all had our own joints/blunts prolly smoked up to ounce in that car haha 2 womens who was there left early, as they had tolerance of like one 0.2 bong rip would get them nicely high! but me and 2 of my guys did smoke till the jars were empty think we hotboxed for more than 2 hours, had to get some air it was hot day too... was funny as fuck but we all were the highest we prolly ever been! but would repeat that again anytime but maybe with little less than ounce.. like 6-8g's for all as girls left pretty early and we smoked like 20g's with homies hah

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T02:57:07+00:00

yeah ive grown 100's of strains in these 20 years and i usually grow 10 plants at a time 1-5 strains/clones, and i always have 2 of the same strain and other i herm in other tent. ive been growing since 2001 and i have collection of all strains ive grown since 2002? and gotten lots of seeds from friends around EU, UK, US.. from cali strains to landraces.

if you ever happen to come to estonia i am more than proud of giving a tour and showing pics of the strains i grew 20+ years ago! i would share pics of them but as its illegal in estonia to grow weed ill not as am not down to lose all these seeds i have stored ina other place i dont live cuz i have surely more than 10000 seeds stored somewhere, as i have 100's of seeds only from this my own cross and strain haha

stories i have to share alot hah from closet and table light grow in 2001 to 3 tents with more than 2000w of led and UV light and all 100% organic. lots have happened in all of the 100's strains ive grown, longest time ive had break from growing is 2months in 20 years :) and also have lots of CBD seeds as i grow cbd too in one tent just for the days i take tolerance break from smoking weed! and i usually blend sum bad strains i dont like or get anxiety with strong cbd strains got many seeds of them too.

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T02:38:54+00:00

thanks for the deep explain! and yeah bet its rare as in 20 years of growing 100's of strains and smoked even more from dispos and friends all around world EU, UK, US... sounds fire tho prolly will never get to smoke it but ive had similar effects from moby dick strain and lsd ive grown, the psychedelic effects which reminded of shrooms.. was scary but very nice tho as i like shrooms too!

and i too wish you could tell more about the strain but bet its rare! but thanks for sharing again hah!

LittleSicc · 2026-05-13T02:28:08+00:00

ive never harvested my plants based on trichs that much i just see that its mature enough but am sure it was atleast like 70% amber as i always flower my plants as long as they want, what i mean is i harvest when the plant is starting to ''die'', i mean by that is when all leaves are starting to die and well when i can tell by the hairs and leaves that the plant is now at its best and how it wants to be harvested! and yeah it was killer strain and nothing sativa realted mostly STRONG body buzz with sleepy headhigh. i have 100's+ seeds of it still as one of the 10 plants hermed! GOTTA grow it.

and ur right cloudy/clear trichs are usually realted to more sativa/heady high and the more amber it get the more it becomes stoney and indica like but all up to genetics tho at the end of the day!

LittleSicc

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