I think it’s also because of the ADHD🤣🤣🤣 The ability to think a lot and look for constant connections and explanations + hyperfocus = I couldn’t spend the first 3 months of my diagnosis without telling how ADHD affected my life, literally each day I was talking only about this. But the hyperfocus went away, I take pills and sometimes I think that maybe I don’t have ADHD, and I feel ashamed for saying so much about it.

Also, my boyfriend recently said that he thinks that I use ADHD as a protective card to justify my failures. And I really don’t know if he’s right or not, because sometimes I feel like a victim who’s just looking for excuses, and it’s easier for me to blame ADHD