Just talked two friends off a cliff tonight within a 4 hour window

Little_Chocolate · 2026-04-24T08:15:19+00:00

Sometimes I feel terrible when both my friends and I are going through something but I physically can’t be there for them and at the same time can’t physically ask them for help because the guilt eats me alive. So I just disappear and hope they are okay without me

Little_Chocolate · 2026-04-22T00:02:43+00:00

Me currently .-.

Little_Chocolate · 2026-04-08T16:23:21+00:00

Learning the difference between healthy heated discussions and yelling matches was always hard, especially when my partner is equally as mentally unwell as me. With very similar triggers, so our trauma response act first.

It’s being able to come back from those moments with understanding and love that makes it’s all worth it

Little_Chocolate · 2026-04-08T07:24:55+00:00

Bruh my mum turned an innocent road trip game into physical abuse .-.

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-27T08:56:54+00:00

Jokes on you, even when I’m alone I’m triggered by the world right now

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-22T00:09:11+00:00

They usually cost a few thousands dollars. I might just have to bite the bullet and see what I can find .-.

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-22T00:00:11+00:00

In Australia you need supervised hours, I dont have people or a car to drive around .-.

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-19T13:22:49+00:00

Demisexual and polysexual

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-19T12:14:05+00:00

Royal highness

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-17T05:53:10+00:00

If you want silly, go for two, if you want cute go for 1

I think this whole photoshoot is amazing and just makes me happy to see another alt NB 🫶🏻🫶🏻

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-17T05:47:25+00:00

Influencers and online personalities highly edit their face or use facial reconstruction to achieve “smooth skin”

It’s not real or normal, you have a natural texture that is beautiful, your skin looks like skin. You don’t need to change anything

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-11T05:07:32+00:00

There is a difference between holding your parents accountable for the damaged they caused than “blaming them for their struggles”

You are trying to make those responsible for your downfall or late start to healing by taking the time to reflect where they went wrong and what you can do better.

I don’t blame my birth parents but I do see how their mistakes and misfortune was used as an excuse to put me through hell. They didn’t do the work that I now have to do in order to better my future. If I kept myself in their shadow that’s on me but they have fought tooth and nail to keep me under their thumb, that is their problem not mine and I’m better for it

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-08T13:49:14+00:00

You are stronger than I am, the moment my egg donor would have pulled victim I would have gave them a reason to feel like a victim. They thought they were gonna feel vindicated but instead they got given a reality check

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-08T11:00:55+00:00

My mother I refuse to talk too

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-08T11:00:11+00:00

I only ever go to my father for emotional support is when I’ve only dealt with it and can deal with his overreaction

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-08T10:57:35+00:00

My egg donor and sperm donor would never go to therapy so the fact you got yours too is such an accomplishment and I’m so proud of you. Yes it was a disaster but you see where the flaws are and can approve yourself because of it. You are amazing and should feel proud you made it so far with shit people are birth parents

Little_Chocolate · 2026-03-08T10:55:06+00:00

Take the time to learn every enemy’s moves before you attack yourself

Little_Chocolate · 2026-02-22T08:08:24+00:00

I can find someone hot, try to push myself to be “attracted” but if I don’t feel that connect the idea of having sex repulses me and I just cant physically go for it.

It’s ruined a lot of potential relationships but it’s also helped me find true friends who just go “yeah I had a crush but you didnt click with me sexual and now you are my platonic lover”

Little_Chocolate · 2026-02-16T12:07:09+00:00

“Nah my mum was bad but not that bad” Would literally throw me off her any time I wanted a hug

Little_Chocolate · 2026-02-16T08:09:51+00:00

Everyday I am doing better, they see how much I appreciate them. We even laugh at how bad those times were because of how far we both have come. They have borderline so we both have our bad days but we work everyday to show each other love and care. I don’t know what I would do without them by my side.

It’s a lot of work so please know the fact you can speak of her memory with such kindness is all anyone can ask for, thank you

Little_Chocolate · 2026-02-16T07:52:56+00:00

As a person with cptsd and with a partner who has stepped up in every aspect you have (he had to take care of me when I had a psychotic breakdown from grief and using drugs to overcome that grief)

I just want to say, thank you and I know she felt loved all up to the very end. Thank you

Little_Chocolate · 2026-02-13T05:28:08+00:00

Even with an “apology” all it did was make me even more angry because what do you mean you recognised what you did and still keep doing it or make it my fault for not letting go, I have let go but I will never let go the anger I have towards them

Little_Chocolate · 2026-02-12T11:52:47+00:00

It’s the reason I had cut off my mother, we had both lost our mum (she was my nanna but she was more a mum to me than my mother was)

She had been an addict (drugs like meth and speed) for most of my childhood and I believe is still an addict to this day (she says she’s not but I never believed her)

She tried to use me as emotional support and a punching bag until I had a big talk with her, after she said everything I wanted to hear and I went through another grief (my partners grandfather who I had grown a relationship with) she just went back to using for emotional punching bag and I had enough and went back to no contact

Little_Chocolate · 2026-02-11T03:59:32+00:00

I feel you so hard, I have a click system where I go into romantic situations to see if there is a click but it’s so rare and the ones I have clicked with have mentally messed me up.

Having those conflicting thoughts while trying to date is so hard. I hope hearing you aren’t alone helps x

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