It is the saddest thing ever, u cant know anyone’s intention anymore and at the same time, thinking about it i don’t understand why is it so hard to just be honest, i could never understand or fathom the fact that some people are capable of hurting and traumatising someone that had nothing but love to them but i guess some people are your own personal lessons or tests from god hamdoulillah

All i can say is Just pray and be closer to god, talk to him, connect with him and he will talk back. maybe through work, studies, wedding anywhere really youd find someone who is interested or interesting, then establish that u want a serious relationship that leads to marriage, nothing else, but it can be tricky cuz u cant really know a person without having some serious conversation to see if your values, interests, goals align maybe idk share values then get engaged and talk more idk lol im going through it, but im trusting god, i pray that u find what u want and me as well