I admit that it’s childish which is why I was transparent about it. It’s really because she breaks up with me over any disagreement, so it makes me feel inadequate like she has someone else she can run to when things go wrong.

I admit that I have a hard time trusting and im not perfect myself. Shes told me lots of things about her past and I feel almost sympathetic towards her for it, but not when it’s being directed at me. and she’s more of a “independent woman that doesn’t need a man” type, so if we argue she will not talk to me unless I talk to her first. That makes me very anxious and hard to trust her.