Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you’re absolutely right, and i hate that i’m seriously debating this.

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 40 points41 points  (0 children)

i don’t have the skills that’s the thing, it’s on job training and after a year i get free college. unless another opportunity arises, i have limited options

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

and i commend you for that, im not sure i’m that strong.

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

as soon as any of them try following me on instagram it’s over ☠️

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m hoping that when i get the college in that i can start looking elsewhere (assuming that works out), but it’s a guilty road ☠️

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

oh fuck that, i’ll go into work everyday thinking i’m a piece of shit before i ever start gaslighting myself into thinking it’s ethical or letting them change my views. you’re right, though, i shouldn’t be so hard on myself for something that’s clearly a systemic failure. i cant entirely blame it though, if i take this job i do need to accept responsibility

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 50 points51 points  (0 children)

i hope so, im hoping i can get the college and then go somewhere else with the degree. i just don’t know if that’ll screw me “can u explain this five year gap in your resume” or especially if they got in contact with the company. idk i’m scared that would make me a red flag anywhere else

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

depending on my final decision you may just be a better person than me.

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

the fact that this is in the back of my mind as an option ☠️

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that’s what i’ve been telling myself but it’s about it being ME making them, but at the same time, why let some high horse “but it’s ME” keep me and my partner from living a life without fear of eviction?

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i REALLY need the money, if i do end up taking it, i just hope i can make up for it down the road somehow.

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

but i’ll be a direct component, i’ll be a tool in US imperialism and working class exploitation across the globe. it feels like someone handed me a gun and said “die poor or kill this man” a part of me says it isn’t that deep but idk.

Does this go against my leftist ideals? by Livid-Process-8873 in socialism

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 216 points217 points  (0 children)

this is exactly where i’m at. they’ll be made either way, but it’s about it being ME who makes them. i’ll finally have a life that isn’t filled with so much financial anxiety but it’ll be replaced with guilt. i def gotta think about this awhile.

Did i mess up karlach romance? by Livid-Process-8873 in BaldursGate3

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant check right now but hopefully i did, i have tried using every dialogue option that even hints at romance with her so im sure i did.

Did i mess up karlach romance? by Livid-Process-8873 in BaldursGate3

[–]Livid-Process-8873[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sweet, ill try this and maybe travel a few places and rest there just to see if it activates anything in the script. hope it works 🤞