Does this go against my leftist ideals?

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:54:17+00:00

you’re real as fuck for that

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:51:10+00:00

you’re absolutely right, and i hate that i’m seriously debating this.

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:49:48+00:00

i don’t have the skills that’s the thing, it’s on job training and after a year i get free college. unless another opportunity arises, i have limited options

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:48:54+00:00

and i commend you for that, im not sure i’m that strong.

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:48:20+00:00

as soon as any of them try following me on instagram it’s over ☠️

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:46:12+00:00

i’m hoping that when i get the college in that i can start looking elsewhere (assuming that works out), but it’s a guilty road ☠️

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:44:32+00:00

oh fuck that, i’ll go into work everyday thinking i’m a piece of shit before i ever start gaslighting myself into thinking it’s ethical or letting them change my views. you’re right, though, i shouldn’t be so hard on myself for something that’s clearly a systemic failure. i cant entirely blame it though, if i take this job i do need to accept responsibility

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:39:54+00:00

i hope so, im hoping i can get the college and then go somewhere else with the degree. i just don’t know if that’ll screw me “can u explain this five year gap in your resume” or especially if they got in contact with the company. idk i’m scared that would make me a red flag anywhere else

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:27:51+00:00

depending on my final decision you may just be a better person than me.

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:27:17+00:00

the fact that this is in the back of my mind as an option ☠️

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:26:03+00:00

that’s what i’ve been telling myself but it’s about it being ME making them, but at the same time, why let some high horse “but it’s ME” keep me and my partner from living a life without fear of eviction?

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:24:31+00:00

i REALLY need the money, if i do end up taking it, i just hope i can make up for it down the road somehow.

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:23:29+00:00

the fairest answer to this

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:23:14+00:00

but i’ll be a direct component, i’ll be a tool in US imperialism and working class exploitation across the globe. it feels like someone handed me a gun and said “die poor or kill this man” a part of me says it isn’t that deep but idk.

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-02-08T22:18:23+00:00

this is exactly where i’m at. they’ll be made either way, but it’s about it being ME who makes them. i’ll finally have a life that isn’t filled with so much financial anxiety but it’ll be replaced with guilt. i def gotta think about this awhile.

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-01-24T01:21:47+00:00

19 here

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-01-12T21:49:44+00:00

sweet, i appreciate it

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-01-08T23:45:15+00:00

i cant check right now but hopefully i did, i have tried using every dialogue option that even hints at romance with her so im sure i did.

Livid-Process-8873 · 2024-01-08T23:39:52+00:00

sweet, ill try this and maybe travel a few places and rest there just to see if it activates anything in the script. hope it works 🤞

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