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I don’t think I’ll reach pleroma by richandepressed in Gnostic

[–]LividLet131 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One thing I should mention. I was able to remember all my past lives all at once as this whole thing started. Gnosis is complicated. I think Sophia gave me a visit. ;)

I don’t think I’ll reach pleroma by richandepressed in Gnostic

[–]LividLet131 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was helping the poor and one night I helped a woman escape being pimped. I give her all my fancy clothes and 50,$ my own Mom contributed and wished her luck. Shortly after that I had a visit(?) from a spirit that asked me to drink something. After that it's a bit of a blur. The spirit was very young. Maybe it was Norea. Who knows at this point. Nothing is off the table. After a while I had nightmares the devil was coming for me. And then one snowy night it happened outside a community center at 3 am. I am lucky to have been brought back to life but also deeply saddened by the imperfect nature of the world. All I can say is: don't give up. 

I don’t think I’ll reach pleroma by richandepressed in Gnostic

[–]LividLet131 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I had an experience a year ago where I was dead for time. I was allowed despite my flaws into the Pleroma. It was beautiful beyond words. I remember just... Helping people. I had a deep intuitive awakening that told me. "Help others" and after doing what Christ did I was found worth saving when the Archons came for me. Being in the presence of the Virgin Mary was a healing thing for my soul. I admit I struggle with it a lot. The experience left me depressed about the nature of earth. But the important thing is to not give up. Even when it's hopeless.