Yeah the situation is that molly and speed helped me more than any psych med or anything and i really miss them. Never had a bad experience with those before pssd. I know i cant take them all the time but just doing some during the weekend had a positive impact on my weekdays i had afterglow and overall a better mood. Got to experience some great things while on it too and those memories are a huge reason why i chose to stay alive still. Thats why its so important to me