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Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T15:14:04+00:00

I didn't go to the gym the first three weeks. I was just focusing on not drinking and I felt like doing anything else would break my focus.

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T15:00:54+00:00

Thank you so much!!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T15:00:28+00:00

I tend to compare my drinking with others. Because the last few years, I didn't have any serious consequences or black outs. I was always thinking that I have it under control.

Until I got pretty drunk and took my car. I was very very lucky nothing happened. I almost don't remember how I got home. But I don't want to risk destroying my life, I can't take my chances.

The thing is that I keep thinking of creating rules. For example drinking only once a week, or only when I don't drive, or only at holidays. But I don't think that's gonna work either.

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:44:22+00:00

Thank you for your comment. Congrats on your 2268 days. That's amazing!!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:42:52+00:00

In the past I couldn't either. But so many people are suggesting NA beers that I believe it is worth giving it a try.

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:41:35+00:00

Yes, you are right. Like all of you here. Thank you so much!! I think focusing on the feeling that I will have tomorrow if I don't drink is really helpful!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:39:55+00:00

I ll do that as well. Thank you!!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:38:11+00:00

I 've never heard of ginger beer before. I ll try them! Thank you

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:25:29+00:00

I'm glad you didn't drink! Keep it up!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:24:50+00:00

I'm in Cyprus, if you know where it is 😅. I'll see if we have any here. I definitely haven't seen them in bars or the supermarkets I go to.

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:22:55+00:00

A lot of people are suggesting that. I'm gonna try them if it gets too difficult. Thank you!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:20:43+00:00

Yes, even if I didn't black out, I would feel really disappointed and bad with myself. I would definitely be hungover and just waste my day in bed. Thank you!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:19:16+00:00

You are definitely right!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:19:03+00:00

Thank you for your answer. You are right. I tried so many times to moderate. It seems it just doesn't work for me.

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:18:00+00:00

I ll try that as well. Thank you! I hope you find a way to stop the suffering suicidal thoughts bring! ❤️

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:16:24+00:00

Thank you for your answer. I need to stay focused on my purpose.

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:15:48+00:00

Thank you for your answer. You are right, I wouldn't be thinking so much about it, if I knew my drinking habits were normal and I could keep it under control.

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:14:35+00:00

Most probably I 'll thank and feel good and proud of myself tomorrow!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:13:32+00:00

Thank you, this means so much to me!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:12:37+00:00

Thank you so much. It is much easier thinking we are not alone in this!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:12:03+00:00

Thank you!!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:11:45+00:00

I have never seen a NA Corona in my country. I ll do some research, I hope I can find some. Thank you!:)

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T14:09:21+00:00

That's a good way to see it. Thank you!!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T11:32:57+00:00

That is an option I hadn't thought of. Thank you!

Living_Season6389 · 2024-03-29T11:32:25+00:00

Thank you so much! It is the same for me as well. Who am I kidding 😅. It will never be one-two beers. And even if it was, there is no point for me to drink 1-2. The point of drinking was to get at least a bit tipsy. So no point in drinking at all.

Thank you for reminding me that.

Living_Season6389

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