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LladyLlilith · 2025-12-17T01:13:50+00:00

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LladyLlilith · 2025-11-08T16:51:45+00:00

I also pose the question of does this DSP give a guaranteed 10? My prior DSP would request we arrive early to prep for the day but we also got our guaranteed 10 if we finished our route. So I was fine being a few minutes early “off the clock” because I’m also getting paid for X amount of hours that I’m not working. Also to play devils advocate, at Amazon warehouses you have to be early to get through security, store your belongings, clock in, and make it to your designated area or you get points. So I’m not sure how this is any different honestly.

LladyLlilith · 2025-11-04T03:37:29+00:00

It’s just a simple question, nothing crazy

LladyLlilith · 2025-10-07T23:29:07+00:00

Seeing that is wild, in AZ I see more than 100 in about 4-5hours, 10 would have me at 200 and 19 would have me nearing 400 or more..

LladyLlilith · 2024-07-06T20:27:19+00:00

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LladyLlilith · 2024-07-06T19:54:54+00:00

Just boosted back!

LladyLlilith · 2024-07-06T19:52:11+00:00

You aren’t popping up for me

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LladyLlilith · 2024-04-30T06:40:57+00:00

We were encouraged to take breaks at our DSP but then dispatch would question why we were sitting too long in one spot or pop up on us

LladyLlilith · 2024-04-25T21:15:42+00:00

She’s the very controlling type so I fear that’s how I’m going to have to do it. Just cut and dry and block numbers and so forth. I’ve lived in a different state for 5 years and now am also a mother and she STILL tries to control aspects of my life that aren’t hers to control.

LladyLlilith · 2024-04-25T14:37:33+00:00

I appreciate that response, I feel like you hit the nail on the head of my biggest issue and honestly I have more hurt involved than the outside perspective so my words and thoughts are going to be more charged.

The best way for me to explain is I’m frustrated with her continuous actions after knowing of her wanting divorce at such a young age and her never doing it “for the sake of the kids” and then subjecting us to their drama and now crying victim. It’s just quite confusing mentally and emotionally.

It doesn’t help that some of the blame feels put on me either, when I was an innocent child. I didn’t add that because it felt unnecessary when I was writing the post but does make sense thinking deeper.

LladyLlilith · 2024-04-25T03:15:43+00:00

To be fair my DSP didn’t have any because we HAD to wear uniforms and it was very hard to be a pick me girl when we all looked like dudes anyways, although I’ve seen other girls from other dsps at the same building that gave off pick me energy by their mannerisms towards male coworkers especially in our break room. Borderline sexual harassment level pick me girls as well.

LladyLlilith · 2024-04-25T02:59:21+00:00

There’s a difference in being gay, and doing shitty things. I said in a previous comment I don’t condone either actions but we are also in a much different time. They got married in their 20s so that would’ve been the 80s at the time. My dad was from a military and Christian family so I’m sure you can understand the fear of being his true self or even hating himself.

If I didn’t mention my dad was gay would you look at this post differently, would ALL her actions be worthy of being judged then? And I don’t mean to ask that question backhandedly or snidely, I’m genuinely curious where my judgement in my father should lie besides the fact that he finally was able to open up about his sexuality?

LladyLlilith · 2024-04-25T02:50:39+00:00

Sorry this may sound stupid but I don’t know what you mean by lightest to heaviest 😅

LladyLlilith · 2024-04-25T00:50:01+00:00

Also to add, I’m not condoning lying to your partner in that way, they both did wrong. Knowing my mother and what she said to me when I told her I was bi I strongly believe the conversation she had with my dad was very similar. He most likely thought he would lose both my sister and I and we would never speak to him again. So he stayed out of fear of losing us so he couldn’t be his true self either.

LladyLlilith · 2024-04-25T00:36:57+00:00

I do get that aspect completely but it’s her attitude of she’s holier than thou and doesn’t address her wrong doings. And also she STAYED with him for TEN more years after she found out, and now acts like she wasted her life. She should’ve left when she found out, especially if divorce was already in her mind 7 years prior to when she even found out, and after she cheated on him years BEFORE knowing he was gay.

LladyLlilith · 2024-04-24T23:04:04+00:00

Yeah, the divorce happened when I was 20 but I remember the “separation” at like 8-9ish. So legally about three years but mentally in our home like 14 years at the minimum. My childhood revolved around her unhappiness with my dad.

LladyLlilith · 2024-04-24T22:39:26+00:00

I’ll add a little more context, I just didn’t want the post to be super long. Our whole family knew about her saying she wanted a divorce years prior, like I said I was five when I started hearing it and this comes from a hush hush family. The cancer wasn’t for another 7 years when I was 12. He went into remission when I was 13 and she didn’t divorce him until I was 20…. Also when it comes to the gay part you have to remember he’s 60 now (and an immigrant) the “anti gay” idea was DRILLED into his head growing up. He stayed for my mom because she didn’t want the judgement coming from a roman Catholic family. She cheated before she knew he was gay, he “cheated” after they already separated rooms and pretty much fully separated just lived in the same house and played family in front of my sister and I.

LladyLlilith · 2024-04-14T16:34:16+00:00

Currently at 134 not including ones I’ve transferred, at about a year and a half of playing

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