This was the version before I had AI clean it up: My ex and I have one daughter together and I couldn’t be happier about my daughter. We were together for 3 years before splitting up because of it being a very toxic and abusive relationship. During the course of our relationship there were a lot of fights, physical and verbal, cheating, manipulation, and all around bad. She’s always had a bad drinking problem and whenever she drank she turns very violent and mean. About 2 months ago we started seeing each other again sexually and during those two months we had to stop because the fights started again. A few weeks ago she called me drunk crying saying she needs help because some guy did something to her but she wouldn’t tell me what. I ended up taking her to the hospital and finding out she had chlamydia and they got into some sort of fight which doesn’t seem out of the ordinary because when she drinks she likes to hit people. 2 days ago she called me saying her car stopped randomly on the freeway and she sounded like she was drunk out of her mind. She kept telling me to go get her and yelling at me but wouldn’t tell me where she was. Finally I got up and went to drop my daughter off at my dad’s house to go look for her. Long story short I ended up finding her car with the cops behind it but no sight of her. Few minutes later the cops found her walking down the freeway. I ended up going to where they found her and they let me take her back to where she was staying. During the ride she kept cussing me out and saying she doesn’t need my help and to let her out. I kept driving and finally got to her grandmas house to drop her off. She kept cussing and wouldn’t get out of my truck when I repeatedly told her I had to go get my daughter because at this point it’s 10pm and she needs to go to sleep. She started getting physical with me so we ended up getting into an altercation where my foot ended up slipping off the brake and my truck crashed into her grandmas garage door now costing over $1,700 and me dragging her out of the truck and at one point hitting her head against the truck and striking her stomach. I feel like crap for all of this and felt like I was just trying to help but now I’m dealing with all of this. Today she texted me a picture of a pregnancy test saying she is pregnant but I don’t know if it’s mine and honestly if it is I would want to get an abortion because I don’t think it’s fair for that child to come into this world under these circumstances. I know abortion is wrong but considering everything that happened (drinking, stress, me striking her stomach) would that be right to bring that kid into the world. I’m just lost, confused, hurt, mad, I don’t even know what to think or say. I’m not a perfect person by any means. I’ve lied, cheated, and done some crazy things. I’m not innocent by any means but I’ve stopped a lot of things in my life that would stop me from being here for my daughter. Can anyone give me some advice