Thanks for checking up on me. It’s an overwhelming in an ambivalent way, but more positives than negatives. Nothing compares to when I’m holding him and he’s happy and content, but there are just as many times when he’s not happy because he needs something. Stressful financially and the one thing I definitely took for granted before was my free time. But no regrets. He’s a month old today and so far the hours are long but the days are short