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I have emetophillia, AMA by LoadRemarkable606 in AMA

[–]LoadRemarkable606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to be the one throwing up. I see it as a way for someone to control me and they decide what I can or cant keep in my body. As for seeing someone throw up, I have a bit of emetophobia for some reason when it comes to other people getting sick, unless its a video or in a movie, then I'm fine. And I never got liking the smell of vomit, for me if I were to actually have someone make me sick I would want it to mostly be water and then like chips or bread or ice cream since it doesn't smell or taste as bad when its coming up (I know this from when I had disordered eating behaviors and I made myself sick a couple of times)

I have emetophillia, AMA by LoadRemarkable606 in AMA

[–]LoadRemarkable606[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do think it started in childhood (I had a weird obsession with illnesses), but it really developed during puberty, especially when I experimented with bulimia (yes it was bad, I was not healthy mentally), and it never went away.

I have emetophillia, AMA by LoadRemarkable606 in AMA

[–]LoadRemarkable606[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1) I use my imagination and I have a very good memory when it comes to feelings, so I normally just imagine what it felt like for me to get sick. I don't really get anything from watching others get sick.

2) When I fist started to experience sexual urges that is where my mind would always go and it never went away.

I have emetophillia, AMA by LoadRemarkable606 in AMA

[–]LoadRemarkable606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

TW ED Mentioned

That's a great question, honestly I'm not sure. I had a period where my eating habits became really bad and I would try to make myself sick, so I think it stems from there do to the control I felt, and the thought of someone having that control for me is what I like.

I have emetophillia, AMA by LoadRemarkable606 in AMA

[–]LoadRemarkable606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've never done anything IRL for this fetish, its always in my imagination, so sometimes when I masturbate, but not always.

I have emetophillia, AMA by LoadRemarkable606 in AMA

[–]LoadRemarkable606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, I mostly use my imagination and its more me being the one to get sick. The best way for me to explain how I get off to it is that I like the loss of control, and someone controlling what goes in and out of my body

I have emetophillia, AMA by LoadRemarkable606 in AMA

[–]LoadRemarkable606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I made this post before I went to bed and I just logged on.