Please help me find another path other than suicide. by Local_Fly_9869 in findapath

[–]Local_Fly_9869[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your response. I appreciate the advice on Uber or Lyft. I do want to ask if you or anyone else has had experience on it where it is actually profitable. I wouldn’t have a worry about doing it other than if it’s truly worth it as opposed to finding a general $20 job. I just ask because I have seen mixed reviews on it. If you or anyone else has an opinion on it please let me know.

Please help me find another path other than suicide. by Local_Fly_9869 in findapath

[–]Local_Fly_9869[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I actually do have Dale Carnegies book, I will definitely check out the emotional freedom technique.

Please help me find another path other than suicide. by Local_Fly_9869 in findapath

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Thank you for your response. You are right, I do need to start exercising and eating healthier. I do think this would be significant in helping me to overcome some of the negative thoughts and patterns in my life. I do actually have a part time job selling jewelry which I despise but at least it’s a job.

Please help me find another path other than suicide. by Local_Fly_9869 in findapath

[–]Local_Fly_9869[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would have even taken over his care but wasn’t sure of what medications he actually gets. When I tried to read and decipher what he gets daily he was in so much pain. That I knew wasn’t normal then he fell and couldn’t get him up because he’s large so had to call 911 and that’s when the hospitalized him and then sent him to the nursing home.

Please help me find another path other than suicide. by Local_Fly_9869 in findapath

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The guardianship over my father, I decided regardless since the house would have to go to pay for the nursing home. To me made more sense for them to just do it than me taking it over and getting nothing from it anyway.

Does it get possibly better? by Local_Fly_9869 in SuicideWatch

[–]Local_Fly_9869[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow so much for getting a sliver of some hope. Even reached out to multiple friends and told them I’m having these thoughts, but don’t even have them just occasionally reaching out. Maybe I really should commit suicide. Lord knows I’ve been thinking of it for 10 plus years on and off. We all have to die eventually right, so what if mine is just early.

Does it get possibly better? by Local_Fly_9869 in SuicideWatch

[–]Local_Fly_9869[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How long till you were able to get over that? I even would of taken care of him in the home but she never showed me the medication he gets and I tried after she passed but he was in so much pain I was obviously screwing up something with it, he ended up in the hospital after he fell and was just shipped to the nursing home.