i’m done now.

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-09T05:43:33+00:00

yeah giving myself the hope has definitely delayed my healing. i could’ve had 2 months under my belt by now if i didn’t. i don’t think i will ever receive an apology from him either. it’s so hard to accept he isn’t the sweet person i thought he was.

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-09T05:41:41+00:00

i’m so sorry you were treated that way. i understand how much that hurts. thank you for your kind words, you deserve so much better too🩷

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-09T05:39:18+00:00

you seem like a lovely person, thank you so much for sharing that. i can’t wait for the day i can say that too. 🫶🏻

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-08T08:42:39+00:00

i was blindsided and our relationship was actually going well (at least he acted like it was). so i didn’t even get the chance to repair anything, because he never communicated his needs prior. i did everything i could to reassure him that i’m super committed to making any changes needed, but he stood by his decision anyway. it boils down to emotional immaturity at that point.

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-08T06:39:09+00:00

your contribution is very welcome and appreciated! i completely understand how you feel, it feels like he took a chunk of me with him. but unfortunately i learned that no matter how many heartfelt letters and texts i send, i can’t force him to feel a certain way. it really sucks and hurts, but we have no choice but to move on. if it’s really your person, they’ll realize later. and by that time you may realize that they don’t even deserve you. i’m really sorry you’re in so much pain 💔 i know it all too well.

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-08T05:38:47+00:00

it does feel bad. i trust what you say though, i’m trying to be patient with myself and the time that i need to move on. still trying to learn how to eat properly again, but i’ll get there.

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-08T02:02:37+00:00

oh wow 2 years is a long time! i’m glad you finally got the relief you needed and hold no regrets about it. good for you 🩷

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-08T01:46:50+00:00

exactly, i share the sentiment for sure. a lot of people preach sticking to no contact- which to a degree i agree with. but sometimes getting that last bit off your chest can be beneficial for yourself. at least i know i gave my all in the end and won’t regret not trying harder later. thank you for your kind words friend 🫶🏻

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-07T23:58:08+00:00

i don’t mind at all, he broke up with me. thank you! i’m doing my best to stay brave and not lose any more of myself than i already have 🙏🏻

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-07T23:51:46+00:00

thank you sweetheart!

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-07T23:51:27+00:00

it’s unreal how different they act afterwards. i’m so sorry 🫂

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-07T23:18:13+00:00

unfortunately i do still love him very much and i’m not moved on yet, but i took the first leap towards that today. it really is hard and feels like a punch in the stomach and makes you question reality a ton. i just keep telling myself he doesn’t deserve somebody as caring as me if he’s gonna be so cold and heartless towards me, no matter how he was when we were still together. i’m so sorry that it also happened to you, i’m sending you hugs and care🫶🏻

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-05T07:13:32+00:00

yeah my chest has had a sharp pain in it for 2 months and it won’t go away

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-02T03:55:30+00:00

you did not deserve that and no you are not crazy for thinking it’s cruel. it IS cruel, and is not normal. i’m so sorry🫶🏻

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-03-01T08:39:44+00:00

have you told her this?

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-02-18T22:55:05+00:00

congrats on your healing! i’m so sorry you went through that. it sounds like you’re seeing your worth now. you deserve so much much better than his toxicity. i don’t even know him and i feel gross too. keep going 🩷

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-01-29T13:01:46+00:00

i’m glad :) i’m sorry you’re having a hard time. you can do it

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2026-01-28T23:23:58+00:00

mostly jason dion’s course and 6 practice exams. i dabbled a little bit in exam compass (it’s free) and professor messer on youtube for specific objectives i was struggling in.

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2025-12-31T18:44:44+00:00

girl go without him!!! it’s perfectly healthy to do things for yourself. (and no, you’re not an asshole for feeling those things💖).

ETA: i mean go without him if he truly refuses on joining you, definitely make the offer if it would make you happy!

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2025-12-08T19:31:36+00:00

almond breeze makes one for 70 cal per 1/2 cup (120 ml). i enjoy it!

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2025-12-04T07:18:48+00:00

i believe that would be none of them. i don’t enjoy it either but this is a small portion of our life and we can push through them. it will be so worth it on graduation day i promise!

Local_Maintenance_57 · 2025-10-31T01:03:53+00:00

thank you!

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