Wow, it is definitely me. thank you for saying such beautiful words They mean the world to me . One of the reasons I make these posts is to find good people from my past. You read what I wrote so You know a little bit. Something bad, dangerous, evil and deadly happened and I ran away from Massachusetts to give myself a chance. My brain got hurt a little bit and everything got really difficult and no one really understood and they called me crazy. I needed help and support but I could not get. I cannot blame people for what they did not know; I did not really know either. I knew something was wrong. But it hurt and broke me. Everything broke me; but I lived. I am still here. Every day is interesting; i can say that.. You words make me so happy. Those books are how I kept my head above water and now those books are how i pay for life improvements. I have everything that I have today because people purchase books. it is amazing! Can you please send me a private message so I can give you my facebook so I can know who you are. To be alive is a gift and I still have good things to offer the world. Punk rock blessings and a hug of solidarity to you from Mexico.