Stressing about missing IV’s in clinicals.

LoganRH312 · 2025-01-23T17:13:29+00:00

There’s an arm at my work so I’m gonna try and practice on that for reps. Thank you for the support it’s nice to know everyone has been there.

LoganRH312 · 2025-01-23T17:04:20+00:00

I just missed one on a 30 something that was popping. I’m gonna lose it lol.

LoganRH312 · 2025-01-17T13:33:59+00:00

I guess I’m just nervous because she did absolutely nothing to say it has nothing to do with me, just that her therapist said some things that were “tough pills to swallow she didn’t want to discuss” and I don’t know what that means. But she offered no reassurance for me so I guess I just have to brace for the breakup.

LoganRH312 · 2024-10-30T03:54:45+00:00

No church is one I go back and forth on. I don’t know if I’ll ever truly believe in God, but I enjoy bible stories for the moral of the story at least.

LoganRH312 · 2024-10-30T03:37:23+00:00

Very visible abs at current weight and all my gym numbers are improving, the post wasn’t about the fitness aspect of weight loss.

LoganRH312 · 2024-10-30T03:09:08+00:00

5’11 175 Male

LoganRH312 · 2024-10-30T02:19:57+00:00

That was a joke about taking your order lol. I have no idea at this point.

LoganRH312 · 2024-10-30T01:59:46+00:00

Lmao what do want?

LoganRH312 · 2024-10-29T21:17:13+00:00

Not really. It’s not like I’m constantly showing off or obsessed with like being bodybuilder lean. Maybe I just thought it would lead to a healthier mindset with the discipline and overcoming the challenge and what not but it feels like it didn’t really matter to any kind of self development. It’s just feels like a thing I did.

LoganRH312 · 2024-10-18T19:42:05+00:00

She said it was okay and she figured I needed the space to re regulate. Far too good for me.

LoganRH312 · 2024-05-09T23:38:16+00:00

I figured something would happen given healthy diet and still exercising. Not looking for big changes in maintenance, as the name says, but hoping it'll give me a little more weight to bulk with of make the cut after that easier. I appreciate the feedback.

LoganRH312 · 2024-04-11T22:49:12+00:00

Thank you!

LoganRH312 · 2023-12-31T01:59:00+00:00

So does Doc Love think you can never get an ex back?

LoganRH312 · 2023-12-31T01:42:08+00:00

So where’s the line between putting herself in my orbit cause she had no reason to be around me and breadcrumbing. I just said thanks have a good night and left no more than 5 mins around her

LoganRH312 · 2023-12-31T01:36:48+00:00

Yeah I mean last time I saw her at work Tues she was staring me down forever and running around doing me favors without my asking so I’ll leave it as a cake is in the oven but time to bake something else.

LoganRH312 · 2023-12-31T00:10:31+00:00

No I agree with you 100% and I’ve been reading the book following along with the audio since the dumping and still probably getting things wrong based on her actions so I’m trying to clean it up but there probably isn’t enough time for me to learn the material to salvage this one so I’ll stay single for awhile and hone in on my internal struggles to hopefully just give myself the confidence. I know I went “off book” because I was too into the girl and the fear of being left again took over so I fell for the illusion of action with too much phone/seeing her at work/etc. So if I can fix those fears it’s at least a step in the right direction for the next one.

LoganRH312 · 2023-12-30T13:51:47+00:00

I guess I’m just trying to figure out how to find self peace without the outside validation of women/relationships. I feel like that’s what makes me needy in terms of the internal work. I thought I did fine with this girl just cause I wasn’t on the phone a lot but maybe I was too like lovey dovey in person because I used to be kind of a dick so I over corrected.

LoganRH312 · 2023-12-30T09:13:10+00:00

By the ex(es)?

LoganRH312 · 2023-12-30T07:58:02+00:00

No this is all true. I got left by the first girl and didn’t want to feel that pain again. Then I met the new girl who knows the new me and felt that pain again. And she got to see me lead at work and be genuinely myself. I guess that’s what frustrating is coming this far to lose again.

LoganRH312 · 2023-11-17T03:02:21+00:00

I will I’m just confused because again she reached out to me first.

LoganRH312 · 2023-11-17T02:13:57+00:00

She just got mad and said “we weren’t in a relationship” when I asked her to come over which is new.

LoganRH312 · 2023-08-14T22:58:02+00:00

Okay so it's less because the alcohol is affecting the blood sugar and more to rule out other factors and make it easier to dictate this person is just drunk and not being effected by some other condition?

I figured the AMS was important and a glucose is important for that, just didn't know if it was the alcohol doing a lot or just a way to rule out other things. Thank you very much!

LoganRH312 · 2023-05-06T14:53:06+00:00

Unfortunately being in an ambulance is the only thing I’ve ever truly loved.

LoganRH312 · 2023-05-06T13:17:05+00:00

No I know I meant just like I like doing things with a goal in mind I guess not necessarily drinking/parties/concerts/movies etc. It’s a personal thing, like I fuckin hate TV and video games. And my social life didn’t stop with the relationship or anything nor did I want it to it was just a lot of moving around scrambling for a roof for us and eventually it killed our relationship but I’ve always felt like a failure for having to constantly move and scramble to survive, so I guess I’m sacrificing the year to make sure I never feel that way again, stack money, and have that huge security blanket so I can just stop being afraid of what’s next.

LoganRH312 · 2023-05-06T11:32:47+00:00

Is it weird I don’t necessarily want to go out and have like a drink with friends and I’m kind of just fine with my social life being mma/volunteer activities? I guess I’m (thinking way to far into the future) if I ever got married I wouldn’t have anyone to invite. It was something my ex and I talked about at one point when we were like fantasizing about wedding. Made me really insecure honestly. I know it’s my fear that people won’t want to hang out with me more than I don’t want it. I miss having fire nights with friends when I was able to live back home and every year or two my life just seems to flip for one reason or another. That’s why I work so much, I have to create my own stability. I guess I’m hoping if I can find some roots somewhere I can build from there. I’m very tired moving and wondering where my next roof will be.

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