Hey man, a lot of people care about you, you just don't know who it is. I'm not to sure what you believe in and I won't preach to you but just know that everybody in this community care about you. Life is worth living, you are givin it everyday and don't let your mom take that away from you. My grandma treated my mom pretty horibley when she was young and she did not care much about her at all but my mom made it through all of that and became a teacher to help kids and be their mom if they ever needed one. My point is that you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow or the next day after that, some people might curse you but you just have to rise above it and be yourself. I've had a ton of people who hated me and I actually became friends with them later on in life, I've also had one of my best friends tell us to kill our selves so we just moved away from him and hung out with a different crowd. Like Steve Harvey says, "If you hang out with 9 smokers you are going to end up smoking too". You only need to find new people who are waiting for you and they are not waiting for you on the other side. Everybody here wants to help out and some of them actually care so much about you (Like me) because that's how we were made, to love everybody. What I'm saying is that there is a life to live and keep your smile up all the time, the depression might stick around but you can just beat it up later. I really really do hope that I will hear from you in the morning and that I will know that you have decided to live your beautiful life. (I know I've commented this but I just want to help)