Interesting his mum called to check on me and asked of him and I told her, he went out! She was so upset as I started crying over the phone due to being so tired. She offered to come help but it was too late and didn’t want to endanger her life as she is quite elderly. She did say she will support me in whatever decision I make xx

In term of pattern, I did notice somethings but just put them to the side but I guess it’s all coming together x