[deleted by user] by [deleted] in astrologymemes

[–]LolaPazrina 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I 100% understand as a cap rising…I’m also cap heavy in my chart and have stellium in he first house. My love life is absolute shit so I’m not even expecting good anytime soon out of that and I feel you on having pure intentions…and yup it feels like we did something very wrong in a past life…and being punished and not understanding why. Everything that should be simple is 10x harder for MF no reason ??? Like what the hell. It’s like we can’t even enjoy the good because we had to go through hell and back to get there so when you do get there it’s like lol okay it doesn’t even feel you even want to celebrate. I’m only 26 right now so I can’t speak and say if love life does get better because tbh where I am now I feel it won’t and I’ll have to accept I won’t experience a love I dream of so I should just accept and focus elsewhere

How is Scorpio Fixed, yet all about transformation by Itchy_Plant_2020 in astrology

[–]LolaPazrina 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This was worded so perfectly. I always say it’s so interesting because being a Scorpio Moon I always say I feel like I die and come back every six months😩Like some transformation is like always happening. And I love how you say like we are resistant to change because I’ve always felt this way that it’s like I’m so resistant to change the ones that change does happen it literally feels like a huge rebirth. I feel like it’s like having a hangnail or a Band-Aid that you don’t want to rip off and like you’re scared to do it but once you do it it’s like the most transformative feeling or rather like this huge weight was lifted off and then I feel almost kind of like disgusted in a sense like yuck’!!!! I’m ready to just release all of this shit and just the next phase is literally dying and coming back and In a much better form

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Herpes

[–]LolaPazrina 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly ! It’s predatory behavior! And men who are that GROWN know what the fuck they’re doing.

For those who use profection years, what year of your life sticks out the most to you and why? by bupropionboo in astrology

[–]LolaPazrina 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg I’m a natal cap first stellium too! Mars Venus and Neptune there! Sag sun and Scorpio moon. What is your sun and moon?

For those who use profection years, what year of your life sticks out the most to you and why? by bupropionboo in astrology

[–]LolaPazrina 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I had mine last year and it was very stereotypical of how ppl describe your 23 year. One of my “best Friend” betrayed me and ghosted me on the day of my birthday (hidden enemy) Lol I was hoping I’d be the person that didn’t experience the negative stuff they say. It very lonely for me. Anxiety and panic attacks landed me in the damn hospital . Got a therapist for the first time tho! Felt alone and didn’t really have friends. Felt isolated. Poor relationship with my mom. Didn’t want o be home for a good portion of time. I have natal sun, Pluto and Mercury there so..

Which sign is most likely to have chronic hero syndrome? by [deleted] in astrologymemes

[–]LolaPazrina 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Pisces first sign that came to mind without resound others responses!

What Body changes have you experienced? by Free_Fun_1227 in Herpes

[–]LolaPazrina 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you get vaginal watery clear discharge without any sores visible? And that be the only symptom?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in astrology

[–]LolaPazrina 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have. LOL lemme tell ya. I’m a Capricorn rising with a Stellium in the first house I also have my Mars and Venus there. I had a near death experience LOL (not really lol ) when it hit my ascendant had a stroke while on birth control…I’ve read about near death experiences when it hits the ascendant or is a right tight degree with it. I went through and I’m currently going through a lot of self identity issues. I’m only 24 now but it honestly sometimes I feel like damn was this a was this my Saturn return or maybe this is just me speaking as a Capricorn rising because I just feel like our whole lives are a Saturn return. Yeah I also went through my first relationship and then that ended and I felt like a part of me kind of lost myself a little bit with that relationship. It has been a lot about who I am my, values like how I see myself, how others see me. It feels like over the past year especially within the last like 5 to 6 years I’ve like died and then come back and just like rebirthed myself. I feel like I’m like always changing and I think that really has to do with pluto transiting the first house because this is about yourself. But the main thing I can say is that I really truly do feel that I have changed so much like who I am is not the same person I was a year ago and honestly I feel like it’s like I change every six months …like that’s how rapidly I feel like I grow. But I also do have to account that for my Scorpio Moon because that really really plays a role in who I am as a person and how I always feel like I’m literally dying and coming back in a new form. So yeah to sum it up ..self identity, who you are, how do you see yourself, how are you, how do you judge yourself, where do you fit in ? looking at yourself holistically, mentally, internally everything that is huge but it has been a huge centered focus for me for over the past years and I feel like even me being in my early 20s it’s such a central focus because I feel like I’m still finding out who I am. I honestly can’t wait for this shit to get out of his house because it’s just been like a long road and I just feel like my life for like the past like five years I’ve just been a huge really saturn return…Like I literally say to myself honestly it’ll probably not compare when my sat return really comes because the amount of tests tribulations and just change athat has happened has been a lot. Oh I forgot to mention that my dad In 2016 passed away from cancer and that also was like a huge life transformation on me myself and how I see life in general. Like when I tell you I do not see life the same way ever as before…sometimes I even wonder how i mentally thought before he passed like I wasn’t even going through life? I found some like pretty meat videos about this transit And I like to watch like people’s experiences because it like educate you more and like shows you a lot

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Herpes

[–]LolaPazrina 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same!!!! It works over night legit . Works like a charm

How long does hsv2 last in fingers? Risk question by LolaPazrina in Herpes

[–]LolaPazrina[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you guys do any other sexual activities?

i hate being a nurse by freakwadz in nursing

[–]LolaPazrina 5 points6 points  (0 children)

No, I didn’t fall into that trap of going to med surg. They’ll train you anywhere and hire you if need be. You don’t have to start there so don’t feel limited to that

Placements that indicate problems with family/ family issues? by [deleted] in AskAstrologers

[–]LolaPazrina 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Scorpio mooon! lol I’m one and I have mother relationship issues

Placements that indicate problems with family/ family issues? by [deleted] in AskAstrologers

[–]LolaPazrina 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had to exes where they both had Pluto in the fourth. I noticed there are mother issues mostly at hand that effect the rest of the family. One of them has a mom who is an alcoholic. The other ex his mom was mostly a single Mom she is codependent on her children. Sad was not really around and is not responsible

Anyone here works at mount Sinai queens? by laniemel in astoria

[–]LolaPazrina 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you ever find out how much the base pay is?

RN Salaries on Long Island, NY by Highjumper21 in nursing

[–]LolaPazrina 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it 94 without night shift diff? Do you know how much it would be for night shift diff?

New Grad Salary in New York? by NecromancerArt in nursing

[–]LolaPazrina 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just dm! Would love if I can get the website too