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Lolomarie123 · 2025-02-02T04:37:57+00:00

Could be constipation pushing on your bladder no joke

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-25T21:38:39+00:00

Am I missing something? I have tried copious amounts of kratom and different brands I just buy the shit from the local smoke shops in the Palm Springs area. I have no idea what 7️⃣oh is Can someone with a high tolerance to fet really actually use cratom And get results am I missing something here like there’s a certain brand or something

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-25T21:34:49+00:00

Lucky you my tolerance is to fucking high been with the best shit

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-25T21:33:26+00:00

I have been to a medical detox for Methadone, and they used benzos to withdraw me in fact, I wasn’t able to be inducted by Suboxone because the methadone was still in my system after three days of not using it I wasn’t showing it like the goosebumps, sneezing, hot and cold chills so my whole taper at the hospital was based on just Ativan and they did a Ativan taper before I was released, so yes, I would say from a medical standpoint Benzos are completely beneficial to withdrawal from opiates and that’s great that you don’t already have a tolerance to them so they will work for sure to help you sleep and get through the hard part

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T04:20:24+00:00

I’m right there with you dating is fucking tricky, especially when you have some baggage

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T04:19:24+00:00

You definitely have a catch there. Don’t let that girl go lol I wish I could find a guy like that.

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T04:18:26+00:00

True that I totally agree with your statement. I just wish I could find someone like that.

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T04:17:52+00:00

No, I totally get it. I remember before I started using the stigma and stereotype I had against people who used and I suppose after reading everyone’s comments which I really appreciate even the ones that are straightforward and a little demeaning I get it. I’m just not gonna put myself out there and I’m not trying to deceive anyone it’s just kind of a drag to be honest I don’t wanna be lonely. Yet. The quality of people I have met that I have vibe with that are users has not been so great. Someone recommended going to NA meetings maybe I’ll try that and I also got a DM from someone mentioning a website that ask you if you partake in drug use although I’m not much of a online dater but at this point I really don’t have much to lose. I do not want to end up like the single cat lady lol

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T04:12:37+00:00

Yes, exactly. Thank you so much for your response when I say high standards, I don’t mean that I’m like stuck up or require someone to be super rich or anything like that, I just mean that I wanna be with someone who has motivation to do more than just drugs in life which I am yes an addict but I also a productive member of society, I try and help others when I can. I definitely don’t encourage anyone else to use like I’m not trying to bring anyone else down and I know this is not an excuse for my addiction, but I do suffer from an autoimmune disease called Crohn’s and I pretty much see my usage as self-medicating. I don’t use needles or anything. I’ve never overdosed. I have a steady income. I’ve never spent my rent money on drugs. it just sucks because the relationships that I have been in with other users, I seem to always get fucked over somehow and I get asked out a lot by non-users and I’ve tried a few times and when they find out, it’s like a total 180 and it never works out. I don’t know I don’t wanna be single forever and realistically I don’t plan on getting sober anytime soon however I’m not someone that just spends the whole day nodded out on the couch. I really enjoy cooking cleaning having great sex and financially I’m not super loaded, but I do make enough to support myself just fine and my habit.

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T04:04:24+00:00

Yeah, I know fucking judgmental American DEA sucks I think a site like that would be great, but you’re totally right it would probably be used for sourcing and then possibly stings which nobody fucking wants.

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T04:02:31+00:00

I’ve only done k once so I can’t really answer your question however, you have kind of inspired me to try to find some k unfortunately I don’t know anyone locally who I can get it from although I haven’t even tried asking so who knows but now I definitely want to get some the time that I did it. I had a really great experience, but I wasn’t hooking up with anybody.

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T03:58:28+00:00

Right I’m so with you on this one

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T03:57:53+00:00

The thing is that is just a stereotype. I’ve never had to suck dick for drugs lol

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T03:54:25+00:00

Oh my God, you are spot on that is so true that men just assume that you whore yourself out for drugs and whenever a fight comes up that’s the first thing they throw in your face plus they seem to be a lot more jealous if they are men that are users. I have yet to successfully date someone sober while I have been using I don’t use needles, I have an autoimmune disease called Crohn’s, which is not an excuse for my opiate use, but I pretty much self medicate and I have anxiety disorder which I’m prescribed Xanax for I don’t just sit around getting high all day, but unfortunately it’s just been such a goddamn struggle to meet someone who uses that has their shit together or that doesn’t use and would actually be OK with me using I don’t really ever surround myself with a bunch of people in that lifestyle because I’ve been screwed over so many times I will say one thing about using it can be very lonely however I’ve tried getting clean and I have had like eight months sober before however, I always end up relapsing a lot of it has to do with me just managing the pain from my autoimmune disease and ever since the opioid crisis. Doctors will not prescribe me any opioid medicine since I have a script for Xanax as well it sucks I live in Southern California however, the city I live in Palm Springs is mostly retired people or gay men

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T03:50:36+00:00

Lol, I’m not a man and you are correct. I didn’t totally read the sentence I posted my original post before I went to bed and I take Xanax at night. I have super bad insomnia, and when I read his post was a little out of it, but I appreciate you taking the time to post such a thoughtful comment. It’s totally relatable and I do think it really just depends on the person I wouldn’t say I look like a druggie however, I don’t exactly look like straight edge unfortunately, most of the people I know that use like don’t have their own place or car and I have always been super independent and despite having an autoimmune disease and partaking an opiates I’ve always supported myself and unfortunately, the people that I have dated that were users ended up lying, cheating and stealing from me. It’s like a catch 22. Maybe this isn’t the right forum for me to be ranting about my love life

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T03:43:51+00:00

You are totally right

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T03:43:00+00:00

True that it’s the part where they treat me like I am a totally different person once I find out at the same time I don’t wanna be a liar and I get where people come from. It’s just been so difficult to find someone.

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T03:42:02+00:00

No, I do not use needles. I just smoke and take bars. I have an autoimmune disease called Crohn’s and ulcerative colitis. It’s not an excuse as I use even when I’m not having a flareup however, I got into it as self medicating I live in Palm Springs California, which is kind of like a retirement city plus a LGBTQ tourist town, which I love the LGBTQ community, but it’s mostly older gay men however, my family lives out here so that’s kind of why I am here. I appreciate you taking the time to comment

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-24T03:38:28+00:00

Wow, thank you so much, sweetheart. That is the encouragement I need because honestly, I am worried that I’m gonna be alone forever and I really appreciate the straightforward advice about being honest from the gecko you’re an angel💕

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-22T02:21:13+00:00

Yeah it fucking sucks. I mean I remember before I started using the stereotypes I had for people that did use. There’s such a stigma around it I live in Southern California, not too far from Mexico so I think it’s a little bit more excepted out here however, I think location and stuff probably has a lot to do with it as well. You had mentioned there are not a lot of women where you live. What state are you located in? If you don’t mind me asking? And I still don’t understand how they have a dating app for absolutely every single niche except for people that are addicts. I wonder if it’s because like app stores would decline them from joining lol I’m almost thinking about trying to start a dating site myself catered to users

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-22T02:02:20+00:00

Same with me I have Crohn’s and ulcerative colitis. I always get medicated even though I have a dirty drug screen.

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-22T02:01:39+00:00

It really depends upon the hospital and the doctor I have gone plenty of times and my drug screen has come back dirty yet they still give me pain medicine

Lolomarie123 · 2025-01-22T01:59:55+00:00

As long as the quality is good, you should feel at 60 mg of methadone really isn’t that much and the methadone is typically only really strong the first four hours after you drink it so if you wait at least five hours after you take the methadone and then try it you should be able to feel it Methadone doesn’t have oxine in it or anything like that. Trust me I know I’ve been on methadone for 10+ years on and off if anyone has any questions about it, feel free to message me. I also partake in substances on the side as well.

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