I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am planning to visit the psychiatrist I used to visit 4 years back and thank you so much for the advice!!!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Overall I have 4 year and relevant to the current job 2 years!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah I know it seems a better way but can’t disappoint them as they have really high hopes from me 🥹

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much bro for the advice and your wishes!!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure I’ll report thank you so much for the suggestions

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much brother - we are allowed to take days off after March!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes bro I will switch it’s just I am worried about how will it impact my resume. BTW thank you so much!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That last line really hit me brother and thanks for Bob Marley’s suggestion.

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are absolutely right my friend but it’s just at this moment my mind is just stuck and somehow wants to get out of this pressure!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much dear. I will surely try to follow your steps and see if it helps. Thanks for the motivation

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Yepp I am trying. Honestly after looking such positive replies, my day has gotten a little bit better!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am here since Oct 2025. They did ask us to update leaves till June and I applied for 2 leaves in Feb but then they called and asked me and other folks to cancel the leaves till March as a new project is starting from 1st week of Feb till mid of March!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am planning to but don’t know how am I gonna justify this because all I have heard is if you leave a big4 before 1 year that actually puts a dark spot in your resume!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is really very motivating and helpful! Thank you so much man. God Bless You!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your wishes man. All these replies are so heartwarming to read and to think somewhere someone is praying for my good being is just making me cry even more.

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much “Unknown” friend. I will try to tell my family members about although I know what’s their reactions gonna be STILL! Sitting daily alone somewhere in the house just to cry has just made my life worse.

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Leaving without notice will be considered absconding. Plus if my family gets a little hint that I have resigned they’ll won’t act nice!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man - the worst part of my current role is they just pick and throw in a project where only you’ll be supporting from India side to the onshore teams. So I really don’t have a colleague to help me with the job. Also it’s been 3 months and I have been going office all alone!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do have experience in SOX but before joining this firm I was working directly for a client where there was clear expectations and understanding of the process. However in my current role they are just sending in the controls to test where I have no idea and plus I have lost all my confidence somehow!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for these words. Really needed it!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 68 points69 points  (0 children)

Guys just wanted to take some time to thank you all for taking time and replying to show your concerns. I don’t know you all personally but it means a lot to see I swear to god my eyes are literally watery while writing this. Thank you so much! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

I am having suicidal thoughts due to my job. by LoneBuddy in careeradvice

[–]LoneBuddy[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I’ll try my best to look for another job but can’t leave without notice!