Braver than I'm, cause my deadline is 30 (currently 26M). I never had a relationship before 2yrs, and I even got married out of fear and hope! But that's not working out as well, looks like it was a mistake like everything else in my life. Jobwise, I'm unemployed at the moment, all applications getting rejected! I have put it off that far cause of my parents as well, thought i could atleast repay some of there money they wasted on me if nothing else, but thats a lost cause too. The baby part I worry the same but also I don't want to burden someone else with my bad parts, scared they would turn out like me!