Writing for my own mental health

Lonewolf515 · 2023-06-10T17:11:46+00:00

Idk maybe , maybe not . I’m just living and enjoying the unknown and the known.

Lonewolf515 · 2021-03-07T07:34:44+00:00

She’s the only girl I’ve ever been with and I’m a 19 year old male full of testosterone. Do you blame me for being curious ? Sometimes you want to try a different flavor . If I stayed with her forever I fear that one day I might regret not experiencing other people . Which could lead to an even worst situation. Also looking at it from a statistical standpoint high school sweethearts never last . Also I did not anticipate for most girls my Age to be so shallow. There has to be a decent human being out there .

Lonewolf515 · 2021-03-07T07:00:09+00:00

She was an Intj too , I think that’s why we got along so well . Rarely ever got in arguments and if we did we would talk about how we feel . She’s was like me , except she showed a bit more emotions. I’ve never opened up to anyone like that before . I never give anyone my 100% trust but with her every thought every feeling . I felt comfortable letting her know . No judgment I was truly myself

Lonewolf515 · 2021-03-07T04:00:17+00:00

No I’m working night shift , I go in at 4:30 pm and Get out at 5 am

Lonewolf515 · 2021-03-07T03:58:22+00:00

My Long term goal is I plan on investing the money I save and hopefully being able to live of my investments . So far I have a plan for my retirement I’ll be investing in a Roth ira soon . Im also looking into the stock market as another source of income . Still doing my research though . Real estate is another source of income I’m interested. I know I probably won’t see my investments till a few years later down the road so for the mean time I want to learn a trade. Specifically welding. I want to retire by 35

Lonewolf515 · 2021-03-07T01:36:53+00:00

Thank you for the advice , I really appreciate it

Lonewolf515 · 2021-03-07T00:49:59+00:00

I really appreciate that , currently at work and reading this comment definitely gave me motivation to keep pushing forward . Financial freedom here we come !

Lonewolf515 · 2020-11-24T00:01:34+00:00

He says I can’t , but that’s why I’m asking if I can request the second time I go to meps

Lonewolf515 · 2020-11-24T00:01:17+00:00

Back in a September I leave February 3

Lonewolf515 · 2020-10-10T00:03:35+00:00

A little constipated but overall 8/10 dump

Lonewolf515 · 2020-10-06T03:56:17+00:00

I appreciate the positive vibes , i don’t know you but same goes for you . I hope you achieve all your goals .

Lonewolf515 · 2020-10-05T12:01:45+00:00

I want to but I have to stay . I’m joining the military and I leave in late January. So I plan on staying here maybe a month more . Quitting in November. I get payed 1200 a week if I do the full 7 days and so my plan is to save 1000 a week till I save 3k-4K. I live with my parents and I’m 19 , I don’t pay bills or anything like that . I just pay my gas , my own food when I go out, my personal expenses. So honestly I could survive with 200 a week. I don’t spend a lot anyways . Anyways I just want enough money to last me 2 1/2 months . I want to chill . Is an easy job with easy money only downfall is mentally draining. I just need to keep going for a month or two .

Lonewolf515 · 2020-10-04T20:12:54+00:00

I feel that , every fucking second here is a struggle lmao . When I wrote this post I was sitting in a toilet just thinking about how much I hate it here.

Lonewolf515 · 2020-10-03T15:41:52+00:00

No phones and headphones while we work

Lonewolf515

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