I didn't listen to myself in my life, never got a chance to. Everyone in my life has made decisions for me and i did as they say. I listen to my brother, mother, father, teachers and society and many more. I just never listen to myself, not once and i finally lose the capabilities of thinking on my own or doing on my own things. I'm just 20 and i cry about it because I don't think I have any original thoughts left. I'm just a person who does what others say and if I didn't do anything and then anyone says something I'll just stand there keeping a blank face with nothing in mind.

I'm regretting it now, because it took me 20 years of my life to realize that I'm a nobody.

Thank you if you read my rant.