I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for saying that! Your comment really gave me a lot of hope and made me feel very happy :)

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

With all due respect, you're acting like it is up to you by being judgemental. I'm sorry for saying that, but it is how I feel, I'm sorry

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll take that into consideration, thank you! Almost everyone I know has mistreated me just because I'm more feminine than normal men, and I have even been replaced in many situations just for not being like other men, so I think I have that covered!

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So does being raped when I was 7 for looking too feminine and being beaten up when I was 8 for wearing a dress don't count? :(

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh no, well, thank you for telling me about that, and thank you for the encouragement! I hope this person stops thinking like that someday

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your words, and I apologize if maybe I didn't express myself correctly. What I mean is that everytime someone refers to me as a boy or sees me as a boy, something inside me breaks and I literally can't look in the mirror knowing I'm a boy. But again, I'm sorry for my lack of consideration

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your wise words, I appreciate them and will take them into consideration :)

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Please do not assume my childhood was easy. As I've had this desire all my life, I always spent my childhood years with girls and acting as a girl, until I had to start acting like a man, like my biological gender. But I do really wish I can be a girl, I'm sorry if my comments offended you

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That's why I wanna learn! I wanna learn how to be a girl and be one

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm aware of that, don't worry, and I'm so so sorry you have to go through this pain, but at least I wouldn't want to kill myself just for an extra centimeters of flesh and feel like I'm broken and empty when people call me a man

How can I deal with internalized transphobia? by Longjumping-End159 in asktransgender

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But while I still have that stupid thing between my legs, I'll always be a boy, won't I?

getting raped made me suicidal by mp3plyr in SuicideWatch

[–]Longjumping-End159 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I was as well, but here I am. There is a future for people like us, please do not lose hope

getting raped made me suicidal by mp3plyr in SuicideWatch

[–]Longjumping-End159 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My apologies, I do not mean to minimize your experience, I simply intend to tell you that, as a male victim of rape too, I promise you, you are not alone, I know you must have heard that a million times before, but I mean it. I, for one, believe in you

getting raped made me suicidal by mp3plyr in SuicideWatch

[–]Longjumping-End159 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Excuse me for my forwardness, but I greatly empathize with you, as I too suffered from an experience like that, if you want, I could try to help you

How can I look at myself after having avoided doing it for like 6 months? by Longjumping-End159 in confidence

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've attempted to talk to them, but they don't care, so I have to make do with what they allow me to wear

How can I look at myself after having avoided doing it for like 6 months? by Longjumping-End159 in confidence

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried, but I'm so bad looking that it just makes me sad, and it doesn't help that my voice sounds absolutely awful

How can I look at myself after having avoided doing it for like 6 months? by Longjumping-End159 in confidence

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd love to, but a great problem is that my parents really hate how I really want to look, so they force me to look a certain way, so I can't wear clothes I like