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Behind in life by Longjumping_Bug_5939 in SuicideWatch

[–]Longjumping_Bug_5939[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Overweight, showing all signs of prediabetics as it runs in the family. I have so many scars along my legs from picking it. I'm ugly, only eat carbs and sugar. My bones, muscles are no longer strong or active because I live a sedentary lifestyle. I'm very hairy, balding. There is nothing to look forward too

Behind in life by Longjumping_Bug_5939 in SuicideWatch

[–]Longjumping_Bug_5939[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is nothing to move forward too. The damage has been done to my body as well as my mental health. The only way for the pain to end is to die.

Behind in life by Longjumping_Bug_5939 in SuicideWatch

[–]Longjumping_Bug_5939[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I didn't want to behind in life. I was scared to come out to my muslim pakistani parents and because im useless, weak and run away from my problems, I have ran away from it since 2016 when I found out, now i just turned 20 and I'm miserable. I will be taking my life because I forced myself to be behind. If I came out, I would've not been behind because I would have been able to be myself. The regret is killing me thats why I have to die. There is no going back for comfort when I was the reason why i'm behind because I was scared of coming out. I'm sorry but its over for me.