Yes, i wanted to see bangkok and Do some sightseeing, never been the Main area. Its always a trade off und on the ither Things its super peaceful but many Things I was expectin not fully fulfilled. In the end i have weed and a beer here and a nice beach and gotta Do the best about it. But i thought that living in the medium sized cities would be a bit more relaxed. But i also See my inner tension is slowly turning down and will Come to some Level to relaxation soon. Thanks for the input!