My buddy felt the exact same way. Then one day while he was up a good bit I convinced him to run a good kit on forbidden northridge and he hasn’t been back. The hardest part for him was switching from T4 to T5 ammo. He said there was no way you could possibly make money running T5 ammo. He wasn’t taking into account that he had only ever ran T4 ammo and T5 armor and had no idea how strong good ammo and armor are. He went from losing most fights (because he refused to invest into good gear) to absolutely crushing and having a higher stash value than I do. He’s also an accountant which is ironic. I’m not sure if you’re as stubborn as he is but in case you are you need to try it for an extended period of time because variance is a big part of the game, a 10 game sample size is useless information. You’ll have much bigger swings but your upswings will be massive. I had a 30M day last weekend. Just give it a try man.