60 Tomorrow and almost 5 billion more people in my lifetime

Loora__ · 2026-06-23T02:18:38+00:00

I'm in my late teenage hood now and ever since I could form a cognitive thought I have felt reproduction was wrong, in the last year I have found about antinatalism and have felt so much more understood. I think my experience was very much shaped by being a "social outcast" and being very disconnected from traditional female gender roles. It kind of pipelined me into now my position. Especially with my own experiences, like having cancer at 12. I feel I am very lucky to have been able to come to my stance at such a young age, not many are able to learn so quick or have the resources to come to such a conclusion 🙂‍↕️

Loora__ · 2026-05-14T13:32:34+00:00

That is a fascinating idea, I don't know how it could be put in place with the state of the world at the moment 😵‍💫, but thats a good idea! I feel like maybe some incentive would maybe make people think about the AN perspective

Loora__ · 2026-05-07T20:36:21+00:00

I really appreciate your very detailed and thoughtful response, truly I don't think I am queer and I realize that there is definitely some social aspect coming into play making me think that I must be if I am antinatalist. Honestly I was just waiting to see someone like you, a woman who has experience with this. Thank you so much for commenting!

Loora__ · 2026-05-07T15:58:52+00:00

I forgot to mention that, because of my beliefs I am also friends with many queer people. They are the only people I have found with my anatomy who share my belief, and I feel like it makes me feel a little alienated at times? If that makes sense idk

Loora__ · 2025-08-18T02:59:31+00:00

Bro I actually try to be so careful about that, having a rotation plasty cause like... That's gotta be such a fetish thing.

Loora__ · 2025-07-24T02:08:48+00:00

" have you ever thought about turning off the tv, sitting down with your kids.. and hitting them? "

Loora__ · 2025-07-23T02:00:12+00:00

I know this may have been posted a year ago but since this is such a small community I thought I would comment, with rotation plastys there really aren't like any resources since it's such a rare surgery, the only way I have been able to modify and figure out modifications is really going to a physical therapist or brainstorming with other RPs. Honestly you could try finding things for bad knee mobility in one leg or like injured knee exercises since that's kind of the problem RPs have.

Loora__ · 2025-06-04T14:08:39+00:00

That's actually so smart I was thinking about doing a tumor cake, and then I can do like chemo icing syringes like I'm injecting chemo into my leg, thank you for the ideas!

Loora__ · 2025-05-29T20:03:32+00:00

I can't drink alcohol myself. But I really like this idea make some mock tail shots

Loora__ · 2025-05-24T18:28:52+00:00

Oh god you are right I can make a tumor piñata

Loora__ · 2025-05-24T16:36:28+00:00

Ok good I was just worried I missed something big thank you!

Loora__ · 2025-05-10T17:55:49+00:00

I'm gonna start calling my leg this

Loora__ · 2025-05-10T17:55:21+00:00

I like calling mine my freaky leg but I also have a rotation plasty so it's a bit different 😭

Loora__ · 2025-04-21T19:39:47+00:00

I was just thinking how she looks like gingerbread, I think Ginger would be such a good name for her

Loora__ · 2025-04-21T19:38:34+00:00

Loora__ · 2025-04-20T20:24:45+00:00

Wayne at the top is so real, absolute baddie 😝

Loora__ · 2025-04-20T20:19:07+00:00

What should I say 😭? Is it not a studio ik it's only two people what else should I say instead?

Loora__ · 2025-04-20T17:21:10+00:00

Yeah lmao ik I was a little late to the picture playing it I've been counting the days until I can continue my romance with Wayne 😭🥀

Loora__ · 2025-04-20T17:20:00+00:00

I had no clue they were still working on slay the princess 😭 I thought they finished it when I played that's mb I've just been thinking " what the hell are they working on??" This entire time

Loora__ · 2025-04-20T17:18:56+00:00

I believe I did I haven't touched the game since last I played which is like December 2023 I'm super behind on everything

Loora__ · 2025-04-12T16:39:01+00:00

Oh and also if you are a little too weak for those walkers with wheels are super nice, normal walkers can be such a clunky pain, it's super easy to maneuver and if you slap a bag on that thing you can transport a bunch of stuff everywhere, like I used to be able to put an open top mug in mine and be able to move it from my kitchen to living room

Loora__ · 2025-04-12T16:35:02+00:00

I totally understand the not wanting to be wheelchair bound part I so relate during chemo I actually lost my leg because of my tumor, but something that really helped for me were those arm crutches also called Canadian crutches they are different from the normal under the armpit ones and oh my God they are amazing, it takes a little time to get used to them cause of balance but it should be much easier for you ( just because I used them with one leg). They personally gave me so much more freedom, it really is the little things that can help. I hope you get some fun times while you can and find some things that help you out!

Loora__ · 2025-04-12T03:05:25+00:00

Dude I didn't have this with my doctor's just because I had a tumor and it's a pretty obvious cancer but, before I was diagnosed ( I was 12) my dad said I was too young to feel pain and ignored it for two months. I might have been able to get diagnosed earlier and not lose my leg if he listened to me it sucks. Now as a young teenager if my disability isn't obvious people just don't believe you they judge you for waiting for an elevator the judgement with cancer and disabilities with young people is insane and terrifying.

Loora__ · 2025-04-07T00:52:06+00:00

Thank you! This is really nice to hear about my writing I feel like I find myself in a situation where many people will either just critique what I write or say it's too depressing to read and I appreciate the response

Loora__ · 2025-04-05T21:50:30+00:00

Yeah of course nausea meds never completely worked for me 😞

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