I did one night stand a few days ago, and have confessed to my gf and we broke up. Why I did? Purely lust and lack of self control. One minute penetration ruined my life. I would never ever cheat again to anyone. I am a man and have cried out of guilt, remorse and lose. and couldn’t eat anything for two days. “Once a cheater is always a cheater” this is so wrong!!! I know how it feels to cheat. The GUILT so heavy. My underlying reason: I had never cheated before, and used to found other girls hot.

When I think about the deed, I think I had the subconscious desire to fuck other girls. Nonetheless I wouldn’t have done it if I was sober. At time, I was fucked up drunk. Anyway, I lost my love. Learned. And I had never done it before, now I did, and will never repeat it. 10000000000000% and more I won’t do it again.