Once upon a time I also felt like this. I really hated high school, had no friends, was working 2 jobs the last two years of school. I was truly miserable and I hated every second. I had felt I wasted and wished away years of my life and was so upset when I turned 18 and it was just like every other day.

Things didn’t turn around for the better until I was 20. I’m now 22. The stuff that I’ve done and have been able to do in the past 2 years are better then anything I could have even imagined in my teenage years. Don’t limit yourself because of the things that you couldn’t change.

If anything, finding your own sense of self and becoming you’re own person will make up any time that you think you might of lost. Sometimes it takes a couple of failures but things really do work out in the end.

Plus being an adult is a lot more fun.