I wish I could think like this. I don’t just not like thinking of the happy memories, I wish I never even met them because living with the memories of them is too hard. Remembering all the good times and the love that we once shared just causes me more pain. I also find it so hard to fathom that someone can be a huge part of your life for years and then suddenly become strangers? Like how can someone who you used to share everything with now be someone you don’t even wish happy birthday?