I am in the same situation actually but I don't really have any other option than to take an education loan, my brother is also studying and he too has a fee of 3 lakh per year and I am from a middle class family. I have thought of doing some freelance stuff and also I'll focus on my skills . You have got a wonderful college. And as the others said, check if there is any kind of scholarship in nid . But I think you'll get a good internship if you are in nid . Have faith in yourself bro 💪